I just dont get it. It is bad for being a gentleman or so called helpful? Because I found out that most people will take it for granted and non-stop bugging you. A guy that let the ladies first is called gentleman and a person who always offer to help others are also called as a gentleman. Then why dont I just be the particular gentleman who only let the ladies first? Whenever someone offers to help you, that doesnt mean that you can always rely on him/her. Maybe sometimes you really dont understand something or maybe u really need his/her help, then it is reasonable enough for you to seek for his/her help. If it is just simply you being lazy or never wanna give a try, then it will be too over. Sometimes I really confused. A simple thing you also need to seek for people's help. Are you retarded or? *No offence here. Just expressing my feeling* Sometime ago, people used to call me 'public goods'. At that time I dont really know what it really means till i find it out. But I never blame them. Cause it is my fault for being naive. But Im totally different now. There is something I wanna emphasis here, sometimes its not that me being selfish for not helping you. I got things to busy too. If there is something to do with education then I am willingly to help. Because at the end I got to learn something new too.. Hahahahaha..

To "you", I had made my decision to let you go because you are different from what I thought. And I know that if I step deeper into this relationship, it will end up me being hurt. As what Joeanna said. Sometimes a girl and a boy were only meant to be friends/ best friends. There will be no happy ending if we force each other to be together. Like me and the rest of my sisters ;) So all the best to you and dont worry, whenever you need me i'll always be there for you. Love ya XD

Happy Birthday to Joeanna Aka Fatty and belated Birthday to JiaJia. Went to Station One to celebrate Joe's birthday with Km, Tk, Leevee, Terence and Jeff. Jeff did something very romantic i should say. Jeff arranged the candles in a heart shape and he light it up. And I saw joe nearly burst into tears. Haha.

Okay back to my life. My first day of work as a tuition tutor sucks. I screwed it. I didnt notice the time passed so fast and all things were only done halfway. The worst part is I am having problem communicating with the student. He is chinese educated while Im english educated. He dont understand what I said and ended up me talking to him with my broken chinese. The best part is he corrected my chinese!!! FTW..

Tmr gonna start new sem. Business Law and Microeconomics. Been waiting for this 2 topics for quite some time ad. My friends had been telling me that econs are challenging. I love challenge XD Bring it on!! Anyway for my exam, I think I did badly for Cost Accounting. Forgot the format and said byebye to my marks T.T For Business Communication I did quite well. The questions were kinda easy so there are no problems.

I doubted my feeling towards you. Do i really love you or it is me being desperate? =x I know it is almost impossible for us to be together because you love him down to the earth. Sigh. I hate this feeling.