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Name:Kevan Ho Kay Wei
Nickname:Kev
Age:18
Gender:Male
D.O.B:16.08.1991
Religion:Buddhist
Horoscope:Leo
Zodiac:Goat
Marital status:Single
Hometown:Klang Selangor
Ambition:Businessman
Speaks:English Mandarin Hokkien
Likes:Making frens and hanging out
Msn:kevan_hkw@hotmail.com
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For You

Everyone say that
You will only fall in love
With the same person only once
But that is not true
Everytime I hear your voice
I fall in love all over again
If you love someone
Put their name in a circle
But not in a heart
Cos heart can be broken
But a circle goes on forever

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Dream of the day

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 3:01 PM

Sunday night i had a nice dream.. I dreamt of a girl.. Basically i dont really know who she is but it seems that i saw her before.. In real life i meant.. It was like a comedy show.. She's like an angel to me.. Someone trying to break us apart.. And she cried on my shoulder.. Sweet and romantic.. But too bad.. Was awaked by the alarm.. Can u ring a few hours later?? Or many a few minutes more?? Haha.. It was a nice dream.. How good if it doesnt end there.. My Monday was accompanied by a smile on my face.. I smiled the whole day i think.. I must be crazy.. Hahaha.. But to be exact.. My life is going to be dull if i keep on staying at home doing nothing.. I need a job urgently.. If anyone of you got vacancy to intro.. Please put me at the first priority.. Because im good.. wahahaha..

Outings

Sunday, April 26, 2009 6:29 PM

Haiz. God damn it tired. Helped out in organizing a bbq party at ahlee's house. Which is on Friday's night. Went to ahlee's house earlier to set up all the things. But when i reached there den we noticed there are lots of things that we missed out. Rushed out to buy all the things and ended up the bbq party have to be delayed.. Setting up the fire took us almost an hour.. Ahlee's family members teased up by saying that there are so many of us and we cant manage to set up the fire.. LMAO.. Finally after working hard on that stupid fire for hours, we manage to start bbq-ing.. We were expecting more to show up but it turned up to be lesser than our expectation.. Peggy and Yizheng didnt show up.. Mona and Terence went off early.. Go dating.. Maybe.. Haha.. Kept on eating and bbq-ing.. Was accompanied by the laughters from Ahlee's sisters.. His family is really nice and friendly.. Most of them left early.. Leaving me,kevin,jieyee,jason and ahlee behind.. We offered to clean up ahlee's house as we borrowed his place for the event.. But his family members said that they will get it done by themselves.. Paiseh yea.. Got home around 1 am and tmr morning have to get up early.. For the prize giving ceremony at school..

Its Saturday..Woke up at 7am.. Saw Thiyagu's msg saying that he will be late later.. Got ready by 8.. Have to wear formal -,- Fetched Bryan to school and we found out that the prizes will only be given out late.. After all the performances.. So we went to Asoka for breakfast.. When we got back.. its just about to be our turn.. And the good news is Thiyagu wasnt there yet.. Miss wong was rushing me to call him and etc.. idiot him..haha.. After the ceremony.. Fetched Nicole Bryan and km to Aeon.. today is for sure the happiest day for Bryan as Kahling was at Aeon too.. Finally he got the chance to date her.. Haha.. Before meeting up with kahling and xinyi.. We went for a movie.. "Coming Soon"!!!! Its a nice movie.. MUST watch.. I jumped and shouted in terror.. Twice i think.. Very scary and nice story line.. Later on we hanged out around Aeon.. Saw Liching and Wanmin at starbucks.. Acting to be hardworking.. Doing homework wor.. I think they were spotting for guy more.. Hahaha.. Had our lunch at BBQ Plaza.. Had a nice bombing and teasing session there.. And lots of unexpected things happened.. But its okay.. still enjoy it.. Went home at around 4 pm.. Sent Nicole back..Then slacked at km's house before sending bryan back.. The moment i reached home.. My body was like shutting down.. Too tired ad.. Had a good sleep ;D

Moody Sunday.. The moment i woke up i ad feel that it gonna be a weirdy day.. As im not in the mood at all.. Spent my whole day watching movie borrowed from km.. Joeanna asked me to for movie.. But too bad.. Im having typical financial problem here.. Then km called me up.. Asked me whether i wanna go yamcha or not.. WANMIN fetch.. And km say he wanna treat me.. So i went.. Dont really talk much.. I seems to be looking for something.. But the weird thing is that i dont know what am i looking for.. Weird~ Later going Aeon with jie and kfoo again.. Hopefully i found what i want..haha.. Tomorrow is gonna be a new day for me.. I hate today.. haha ;D

Untitled

Friday, April 24, 2009 3:15 PM

I dont really know what to say.. Although you asked me to be guilty over what had happened but im still at fault.. Maybe i shouldnt mention bout it to anyone.. I didnt know that it will become worst and hurt you.. I know you dont like "her" *I think its better to hide ur identity..I dont want more rumours to spread around..Hope you dont mind* to know about ur things.. Cos you mentioned bout it before.. Its my mistake for not telling "him" to keep this secret.. Maybe "he" slipped out when he was talking to "her".. Its my sillyness.. Im sorry again for letting you down after this while.. All this wont happen if there is no me..

And for "her" dont tease her okay.. Dont give her anymore difficulties..
Those who know.. I hope that u all can stop it ad.. I dowan this to ruin my relationship with her..
Thx for the cooperation

Dillemma

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 11:38 AM

Ahh.. Okay.. This is making me sick.. The very first thing is that i might not get the scholarship from The Star.. Why i say so?? This is because the intake for Inti University College is just around the corner which is on 29th of April.. And to day itself is already 22nd.. So currently letting go The Star Education Fund.. Called UTAR and they told me that i had yet to submit 2 photocopied of my actual spam results.. WTF i ad posted it to them months ago.. Now den they tell me they had yet to receive?? Nvm forget it.. Post again -,- Hopefully i can settle down all my college stuffs asap.. And look for a job.. Enough of rotting at home.. Effing boring..

These few days i kept thinking bout this girl S.. Have no idea why is S keep popping up in my mind..I have feeling towards her or i am just feeling lonely and wanna find a mate?? Recently my frens keep asking me when am i going to find a gf.. Some say that because they ad have one.. So i must get one too.. Some say they scared that i might be bored and lonely.. A mate will cherish up my life.. But do i really need 1?? Maybe this is one of the reason why i kept thinking bout S.. S is a girl that makes me being protective against her whenever and wherever i was with her.. She is just simply adorable and innocent.. Still doubting my feelings towards her.. What i am looking now is a true love.. Sick of puppy loves which end up either party getting hurt.. I dont dare to take the risk as she is someone i appreciate and cannot bare to lose.. So i choose to wait.. When i am sure that she is the one that i am looking for.. And the one who will accompany me throughout the rest of my life without sighing.. I will go for her.. Definitely not now.. Let time prove it..

Dont ask me who S is.. Cause i wont tell out.. I dowan this to be spread all over and scared her off..
For my best frens.. Gimme a bit of privacy k?? hahahaha.. thanks for ur care ;D

No Fate With Cars

Monday, April 20, 2009 11:00 AM

Geezz.. had a bad week
It started when I starts to drive
Borrowed an auto car from my grandpa
He rarely use it
Parked at home all the time
So i borrowed it to drive
And guess what
The very 3rd time i drive
The car spoiled
Was on my way to fetch Bryan Khengli Nicole and KahLing for yamcha
After they finished their basketball competition
The gear stucked at N(dont really know what it indicates)
Tried switching the car off and on again
But it just dont work
Damn embarrassing
So many of them there LMAO
Phoned mum and sent the car to the nearest mechanic shop
Missed the yamcha --
The mechanic said the gear's cabal had spoiled
Use too long never change ad
And it cost me RM250
Mum paid for it ;x
The next day after the incident
Mum asked me to fetch kayyong(my bro) to school
She wanna see my driving skills on a manual car
Which is my mum's Avanza
On the way to school
Near the Petronas station
I nearly crash a Mercz
I wanna cut into his lane
I saw him by my side mirror
But i didnt know he was that near
I was in gear 4 accelerating
And the speed is around 70+ i think
So all of a sudden I cut into his lane
He brake and horn at me
Damn it
I was freaking out at that time
Im surely gonna get it if i crashed his car
Luckily he managed to brake
And so fortunate he didnt come down from his car and scold me
But too bad.. Got scolded from mum LOL
Dont really know how to drive manual
Cos the changing gear stuff sucks
After all the incidents
Learned 1 important thing
It is not a need to drive fast
The most important is still ur live LMAO
Spent my whole week hanging out with km joe bra and kl
Currently waiting for The Star Education Fund to approve my scholarship
If i got it.. I will be in Inti Nilai
With Kevin Wanmin and JuhYen
Pray hard that i got it!!

Scratched my car?!?!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 10:29 AM

Yesterday went for yamcha with km joe and thiyagu
Km is so damn it late
Me joe and Thiyagu went to mamak 1st
Then only i go fetch km
So damn ma fan
When we were halfway chit chatting
A rubbish truck (MPK) passed by
One of the worker wearing SMKBU's T-shirt
At the very moment we were like so damn embarrassed
The worker is not our school's student as what km said
Maybe our student threw their T-shirt and the worker picked it up
So he was wearing it..Cos the T-shirt look quite new to me..
Dono which lazy freak less go for PJ period..haha
After that went back home
And I was called by daddy
He asked me whether did i drive the car just now??
I answered yes and he showed me the scar of the scratch
It was a big scratch.. Kinda deep..
But am I the one who did it??
I drive carefully and there is no way i didnt notice that i scratched on something
Damn it.. LMAO
Luckily didnt get scolding..haha

Friends outing

10:04 AM

Back to my daily life ;D
Last saturday a gathering was held
Organized by me and wanmin
Unfortunately im late for it
I should be there by 11am
But reached there at 1pm -.- with kelming
Need to settle something for my dad
That's why i am late
Paiseh ah
When me and km reached greenbox
Wanmin,Mona,Joeanna,Juhyen and KS is there
Skipped the greenbox session
Bought 6 "My Bloody Valentine" tickets
Invited Liching along
Juhyen and KS went for another movie
The movie "My Bloody Valentine" is kinda scary
But most of the time we were laughing..Weirdo
I remember where i shouted at one of the shocking scene
Mona covered her eyes
So the naughty me trying to pull her hands down
While i was pulling her hands
I looked back to the screen and then back to her
All of a sudden when i looked back to the screen
The stupid guy go bang the door and i got shocked
Shouted and jumped.. LOL
I heard that km enjoy watching the movie with liching wor
Woots..Liching, km is a nice guy!! haha
After the movie,mona and joeanna went back
wanmin and liching went for shopping
Me and km met up with juhyen and ks at mcd
Lee, kevin and JE joined us there
After some chit chatting all of us decided to go home
Need to attend grandpa's birthday party
Enjoy the party very much
Dare not drink so much anymore
Scared later drunk and all the suffering things happens again
But the alcoholic drink they brought is very nice
A bottle of 20 years old XO and a bottle of 18years old Chivas
Anyway Happy 72nd Birthday Grandpa ;D
Didnt get the chance to take any photo -.-

-Friends- Thiyagu

9:42 AM

Opps sorry for taking such a long time to update my blog..
Kinda lazy ;x Next i wanna talk bout thiyagu
The Big Bull @.@

Knew this siao kia since form 4.. First met him at delta chiliung..
Always sit at the most front sit and acting innocent..haha
He is a brilliant student.. Always achieve excellent results..
We have the same aim..Which is to beat down Peishin..
But she is way too good..cant beat her in any of the test or exam..lol
Although we always compete during exams but our relationship is still that good..
We wont be like others who are selfish.. We still share our knowledge and correct one's mistake..
He is the one who make me have to inspiration to work hard in my studies..
Cos when i see him studying i will feel uneasy.. End up studying with him..lols
He helped me in lots of things..when i am facing trouble with teachers or anything he will help out..
But he is god damn it lazy..always throw his president jobs to me..Shit him..
He is different from others..usually those big size person will be very tough..
But he...Big size but useless..Make a guy fall for him sommore..
The incident where tiu admit he like thiyagu will always be in our mind..
We wont stop teasing you bout it..haha..Wanna know the whole story?? read kelming's blog XD
All the best Doctor Thiyagu ;D

Friends -JuhYen-

Friday, April 10, 2009 11:54 AM

JuhYen Aka Bony bone ^^ My dearest friend since im form2
Pretty, smart but too skinny..haha..it will be miracle if one day u see her becoming fat..
She just wont get fat no matter how much she eat..that's weird ;D
Her skinny bony look.. wheee =P

Really skinny huh??
She is a low profile girl..rarely social..but a nice gal..
She know lots bout my past.. The notty and stupid me..haha
Dont tell others k?? We used to hang out everyday and before joeanna came..
Me and liekuan like to disturb her the most..Keep on teasing her..Cos i remember there is a guy named junkiet admire her..wahhahaa
Used to compete with each other during exams..but ziyi always got 1st >.< Her connections very slow..always cant get what we were talking about.. When we changed to another topic d..she still asking bout the previous one.. so swt.. Go get a better line!! haha.. She is an independent girl..dont really asked for any helps.. Thats good..keep it up..but dont too burden urself..need any help ask from KS XD I really appreciate you as a friend of mine and hopefully our friendship will last forever.. You had accompany me and others for long years and care for us.. Thank you very muchy..haha loves x3

To Be Continue

Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:21 PM

More updates on friend tmr.. tired.. just finished basketballing with my frens..

Friends -Angel-

9:37 PM

Oh My ANGEL!!! LMAO
Angel is really an Angel..Well you get what i mean??
Some say that a girl look like an angel just because she is pretty..
But this Angel im talking about not only pretty but beautiful.. Inner beauty i meant..
Her angelic look ^^

Hmm lemme start with the first day i know her..At TS Kua Tuition centre
Went to the same chemistry class as her's..The very first moment she came in I got stunted by her look..She is so pretty..Sincerely ;D
But then when the class started for few mins.. My thought changed..
I asked myself.. "Why this girl so talkative one??" ROFL..
She cant stop talking behind and i dont think that she concentrate in class..
When teacher asked her questions she will like "Ahhhh..Ohhhhh.Eeeee.." Haha
After sometime she still manage to answer it tho 'D
Dont really talk to her in class..Or should i say never??
The very first time talking to her is via Frenster.. LOL
Till she transferred into my school..My class really full of lenglui -.-
Took this opportunity to know her better.. She is a damn buddy de friend..
Need help?? Ask her can ad ;D I still remember she helped me to organize the genting trip..
Thanks again ya 8D
Ok back to her Meritssssssssssssss^∞(The number of "s" show how good she is)
She is the only one that i think she is nearest to perfection..
Her attitude, her elegant look, her beautiful heart and for sure her smile is like OMG!!~~~
I really like the way she is.. As a friend for sure.. No other meanings ;D
She cares towards her friend but ignore totally bout others..
Like what others say bout her.. All the fake things for sure..
She just heck care lar.. Let them say lor.. And i like this point..
Why must we care bout what others say bout us when we know that its fake??
Why should we waste our time and saliva on explaining something that is not true??
From her i learnt all this.. We shouldnt make our life complicated.. Be a happy go lucky person..
Enjoy everyday of out life.. Dont let a stupid joker ruin our day..haha
Really a great lesson.. Appreciate it a lot.. Xie xie^^
One more thing.. She is fantastic in doing sales.. She sell lenses and etc..
It is really a waste for her for not going into business field..
But i believe that u will do well in law too =)
She is also the only gal(except peishin for sure) that make me feel that she can excel in studies..
She is serious in studies..When exams or SPM is just around the corner you will see her with her panda eyes.. ;D Keep it up girl.. You always have my supports!!

Friends -Leevee-

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 5:15 PM

LeeVee..Hmm..How to describe her..

She is pretty, nice and arrogant with princess attitudes..

Her princessly look ;D loves

Her handbags is her everything.. She loves collecting handbags..

Its her hobby i think.. A lot of people misunderstood her..

Thinking that she like to show off her wealthness..

Those who think so is totally wrong..

Everyone has a hobby and they have right to do whatever they want..

Her existence might be nothing to others but not me..

Although sometimes her attitude sucks.. But i still understand her..

She is just being herself..Dont like her attitude??Cant endure it??

Then sorry to say Goodbye =p

She is a really tough one..She had confronted different types of people in her life..

Those who envy her..Hate her..Cursed her..Humiliated her..

We shouldnt just look at her bad sides..She had lots of merits that we might not notice..

She is way too good to be a buddy..

When a friend having a trouble she will always help out..

She is the type of girl who dowan to see her friends being troubled..

Her words are trustable too..She did whatever she promised..

I love talking to her..cos she can be sarcastic along with me..

They joy that we had during our secondary life will always on my mind..

Very nice to be a friend of yours.. Stay the way you are as long as you are happy with it..

Loves <3>

Friends -Joeanna-

4:31 PM

Joeanna Tan aka CRO?Chou Ji Tan(smelly eggs)?Dua Pui Po(Fatty)?
She is the one with plenty of nicknames.. And recently i found her a new nickname "Dua Pui Sai"
Which means fat shit..haha..Whenever we call her by her nickname she will be freaked out..
This is her shit look

She sure cursing me by now..haha..I like to disturb her lots..
The way she respond back is so damn funny..and it makes me keep on disturbing her
But the very weird thing is that now.. or i should say yesterday.. she changed..
Gosh.. there is no more fun..putting spell on her so that she can back to normal ;D
Joe.. still remember the first day i know you?? i think i was the 1st guy ib the class to talk to her..
Her mum and her escorted by the clerk into my class
And her mum was talking to Mona..They know one another..
She sat down there quietly.. Act innocent pulak..
After 2-3 days pattern all come out ad..The loudspeaker!! haha
Then I went over to ask for her name cos im the vice president at that time..
I heard her mum said this "Wah..So fast got a guy approach ad??"
I was like LMAO..She with her curly hair at that time was like my auntie sia.. haha
But then once she straighten her hair.. Gosh.. Became uglier.. =X
Joking lar..dont angry k?? became prettier and nicer.. Song bo(satisfied)??
Talking bout song..Dont ever let her open her mouth and sing..
All the glasses will break down..haha.. that's why we call her the CRO breaker..
Once she sing everyone will like "Joeanna pls stop...PPPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAASSSSEEEEE!!"
wahahahahahahahaha..I know u surely gonna burst when u read this.. Dont k?? still got lots to say
She is an experienced BSMM too..We have lots of memory when we were in BSMM..
With all the marching, training, activities and so on..
She like to act serious when she was training other members..When she was commanding..
I laugh non-stop..den during training..she apply the whole sun block mosturizer on her..Crazy 1
She complains a lot..day till nite complaining this and that ;D
Never mirror herself ad start complainging..muahahaha.. Kaboom!! JOKING
She is a nice friend tho..Always by my side when i need her..
Not to help me..is to add on fire.. and let me die terribly..haha
Okay~ She did brought happiness to my life.. Her companion is really a thing in my life..
I cant imagine my life without a funny and playful friend like her..
Thanks for not angry at me over all the disturbance i did to you..
I remember there is a moment where we share most of our ups and downs together..
That is the moment where i felt my life is really fun..
Whenever im emo-ing you will come to me and comfort me..
You taught me something which is really good..which is we should let go our past..
And strike for the future.. You are more like a sister to me..
There is no doubt having a friend like you to accompany me throughout my life ;D
Thanks ya Dua Pui Po ;D

Friends -WanMin-

3:54 PM

Next is the WanMing the so called Boyish girl by KM
She aint boyish actually..Perhaps she is more to adorable for me
But dont too perasan hor ;D We used to call her Ang Dao Beng
Dont really remember why we call her so
And this is a photograph of her

So elegant 8D
I can say that she is my closest girl friend..Like to crap along
I got to know her when she transferred to our school..Juhyen and the rest were like
"Hey there is a lenglui from my addmath tuition joining our school"
So i was curious when they say so..So i went to the office and check out
The very 1st moment i saw her i was like.. "Wat the..Mushroom head??" Paiseh ah WM
But the worst thing is that she tot im a chindian.. ZZZ
Lets go deeper into her..She is some sort of friendly girl
She can get along easily with anyone..Which is very good..
But girl..Being friendly also must have a limitation..
Besides that she is damn good in gossiping..
When comes to the gossip session she will be the most outstanding 1..
Always asked me to teach her how to do her homework..
I should say always asked me to do her homework instead..haha
Wanming also belongs to the electric family.. She is very good in electric-ing boys..haha
Most of the guys will fall for her.. Including me ;x
Fall for her once.. But then after that feeling gone =x
So didnt confess or court her..haha Lucky me!! Joking
I think we should invent an anti-electric glasses or lenses for her..haha
Last time she used to make me feel that she is relying on me..
But then now.. Im glad that she is independent..
She had grown up.. From a baby girl to an auntie..LOL
Nowadays summore talk theories to me..Dont become granny can ad ;D
Hmm for me she is a really good girl..she care for me too..
Whenever i got bullied by others(by throwing tones of work to me and usually i will help them out)
she will tell others not to burden me.. She gave me lots of useful and meaningful advise that had changed my life too.. And from her i get to understand girls better..
She willingly lend me her hands whenever i need her.. She brighten my life when i felt darkness..
Im really proud to have such a kind, caring, loving and pretty friend like her..
I wondering what am i now without you and km.. What both of you did and said really helpful..
Regret of having you as a friend of mine?? NO WAY!! I really feel grateful ;D
Loves ya auntie WanMin x33

Friends -KM-

2:21 PM

Ohh Okay..Since Km and the rest had posted their thought of their friends..So at here i might as well write bout my friends..Lemme start with someone that is really sentimental..Soo Kel Ming Aka Kambing..This is a photograph of him

Looks so like a kambing right?? XD
Basicly he is my closest, best, true and lamest friend ;D
I still remember the first day i met him in school
Sitting behind me with Ziyi talking all the craps
Some of you might not believe that once upon a time during form 2 and form 3
Km is a total nerd boy..His number of friends in school can be counted by fingers
He used to be the studious type..Same gang with Ziyi
Those who just got to know him surely cant imagine how he funny and nerdy he is
But however i still win him in studies..Work harder lar bro..haha

But thing changes when he entered form 4..Maybe influenced by me
He became someone who can social well.. Even better than me
His number of friends increase tremendously..His friends are the thing that he always proud of
Keep showing off his friends..He became someone who we can talk to
He is a good listener anyway..Always helped me out with brilliant solutions
After me, he became the secret keeper.
Thanks for replacing me.. Cause you really did well in keeping other's secrets..
But dont keep treaten us with what u know lar..ZZZ
All of us trust you and talk to you bout everything..
He is a very steady person instead..He remain calm when there is a problem arise..
But he sucks when he come to love..Ok i know what you going say next..
I even sucks right??haha.. He used to love a girl deep into his heart..
Till he cant concentrate in whatever he is doing.. The very first time he confess to her is the moment where me and jiajia LOL..After being rejected summore need treat us eat dimsum..haha
Although me and him are really close to one another, there is still the very one time where we fought..That incident where misunderstandings happened between us nearly broke our brotherhood..
Luckily we had overcome it..We swear that there will no such incident happening on us next time..
We never lie to one another..We tell out directly wad we are unhappy with either one of our attitude or doings..And Km dont worry..I wont make the same mistake twice..
I really appreciate you..You just wont stop helping me..
I knew whatever u told others(eg. ask others to stop using me, not to hurt my feelings, not to flirt at me and broke my heart) You might tot that i didnt know all these..
I really glad that i had someone like you who is so damn care bout me..
I know it sound gayish but its true..None of my fren know me as well as you do..
Im really grateful of every advise u gave me.. You thought me how to be a better person..
Sometimes i even thought of why cant i just be like you? You might not be that good in studies..
But you are perfect in social world.. Thanks god for sending you to be a friend of mine..
A brother instead..Brothers Forever!! lol -.-

My Life

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 1:01 PM

Bored, Tired, and Annoyed
These 3 words explain how my life is

Im bored of staying at home doing nothing
I should find a work instead
But there are just some circumstances within it
By the time passes, I had become lazier
I ate a lot, played a lot
But less activities and chores done
I've been sitting in front of my computer for weeks
Addicted to my computer games
Im gaining in weigh
Always have my snacks with me
And that's bad for health ;x
Friends are falling apart
Most of them were busy with their college life
Some went to NS and some just disappeared
I used to hang out with this gang of friends
But nowadays there are like gaps between me and them
When we hang out together i felt left out
Cant get into them anymore
Maybe this is due to the less "yamcha" and understanding
Hopefully it will be back to normal

Tiredness
As my friends had started their college
I was like flooded with assignments
It was like I am the one who is in college now. LMAO
Im just being helpful
Cause i understand that
They hardly cope with plenty of assignments at a time
And i got to learn a lot of things
But in the process i can feel the tiredness of college life
I thought that college life will be fun
But its like im totally wrong
This is the life that m going to face soon
When my college life starts

Recently got annoyed by a lot of things
Strangers in game
Disturbance from others
Msges telling all the nonsense
Doing all the things that i dislike and unwillingly
Im like so fucked up with all these @.@
Cant i live like a normal person - -"

Anyway welcome Kelming to Blog
This is his link
Feel free to check it out
http://km-keruminsu91.blogspot.com/