today damn wasted..
go sch for nothing..
forced to attend the stupid speech..
speech on how to release and cope with stress..
as if we dono how to..
tot of having history revision after recess..
budden the speakers came late..
hab to postpone for few hours..
took away history's period..
haiz..

damn it..
damn fucked up today..
so many things bothering me..
dono whether i can make it to the trip bo..
parents like dun let.. >.<
still working hard in persuading them..
if i really cant make it den sry hor..
btw..can u imagine..
the co-organizer din go..
leaving behind angel alone..
handling all of them..
she surely diao me de..
den hor..
now de trip was like.. --"
so few ppl going..
nt like an end year trip aso..
make me dun feel like going aso..
haiz..
today's class damn sian..
bio and addmath..
can say almost the whole bio paper i dono hw to do..
dono wad the hell i writing..
simply crap..
though spm is jus ard the corner..
but it seems that most of my classmates are nt nervous at all..
some still got time for jokes and chit chatting..
really salute them..haha

aiks..recently cant really sleep..
need to take ard few hours den only fell asleep..
wtf is happening..
am i sick??

today's mood was quite bad..
not enough sleep..
though yesterday was a very tiring day..
but when i was going to sleep..
a lot of things had came into my mind..
thinking of nonsense..
hmm..it was like hallucinating..
today's sch quite ok..
a lot start skipping sch ler..
angel and km planned nt to go to sch till spm..
mayb i am going to follow their steps too..
still thinking bout it..
den we hab meeting bout our end year trip..
still on our old plan..
Genting Highland..
Wm christine jy jerlin and lily got too excited over it..
had been discussing on wad to wear and so on..
dude..it was like a month more lar..haha
den received some bad news..
a lot not going..
till now Zy peishin yohini chewtheng jiajia lily shathis mingsheng cheehow daren decided not to go..
kinda sad..thought of having a nice trip..
but ended up mostly cant go..
haiz..

today this question came into my mind..
Why does a person insist to sacrifice for others while others does not appreciate wad he/she had been doing for them??
till now i dun hab the answer..can any1 tell me why??

damn it..
pmr hols..
damn boring..
dono wad to do..
everyday study and gaming nia..
so meaningless..
i can list out my hols de daily routine le..
haiz..
anyway..
wishing all de pmr students good luck in ur exams..
especially ashyln de old lady and ChiaChong de sissy..
haha..

Aiks..
got some of my trial result ler..
okok nia..
surely cant manage to score straight a's..
only got 6a1 and 2 a2..
2 more subs haven't get..
which is bio and est..
both are my weakest sub..
bio i lazy go memorize..
est is bcos my eng too lousy ad..
haiz..
gonna put in more effort in these two sub ler..
however..
i still cnat manage to win pei shin..
haiz..
she is jus too good..
bio paper 2 got 98/100..
den history get 91%..
siao de..
those subs that others are weak at she can manage to score like flying colours..
salute her sia..
hopefully can beat her with my spm results..
hehe..

A lot of things had happened recently..
All that was torturing me..
1st of all..
on 26th sept..
my house tio robbed..
3 indians manage to ran away my laptop and 3k cash..
cant get to online till i get a new comp..
2ndly..
dono wad happened..
she starts to avoid me ler..
call her din answer..
sms her din reply..
zzz.. i was so not get used to it when i din chat with her for days..
we used to chat every single day..
although she is attached..
but all in a sudden..
she was like disappearing from my life..
don really know wad to do..
i had tried to let go as wad wm said..
but it is jus too hard for me to do so..
every single minute i will think of her..
and every time i think of her i feel so hurt..
wad can i do huh??
haiz..
honestly i hate hols..
damn boring..
i prefer going sch and had a long talk wif frens..
oh ya.. sry bout the end year trip..
i had no mood to find all de details and organize it..
ps ah..i hand it over to angel ler..
making one to genting i think..
sorry for ruining everything..