well. i had just finished my talk with km and joe. and we did touch on hte matter of socialization where both of htem thinks that i am boring and anti-social. im not anti-social. mayb a part of it yes. but the thing that i am doing now is to cooldown after socializing for a period of time and i find it tiring. i used to be famous and good in socialize during my secondary school. during the period i know lots of things that u cant buy with money and im glad to have it. but to be honest, when u are glamour in some sort of place ur schedule will definitely be packed and you need a big budget. im nt from a whealthy family that can afford me going out everytime. in the socializing world there are ups and downs which makes me feel that human in this world are not as simple as what we see. the scariest part of a human is when they backstabs, gossips and pretends. and in order to survive in this socializing world, you must be a good pretender. for an example, u used to hate someone very much. but he is influencial towards others. therefore u must pretend that u like him and go along with him so that he can raise up ur popularity and somehow u being famous. if u cant do these u hardly survive in this world. and the point that i am trying to emphasize here is that i am tired of pretending and lying to myself. i wanna be the true me and i know that it is almost impossible for me to be successful in the business field without socializing. maybe what i need now is time. a time for me to transform into the fake me. now what i can say is that i am a straight forward guy that hates all the fakers out there. but too bad. i had to endure with them. its time for me to change.

Omg.i didnt realize that my exam and assignment due date is just around the corner where i had to finish both of them by next week. i had yet to start anything on them and now i am still playing dota. lmao. next i plan to work out with my assignment first as for the exam i think it has no problem to me ;D gambateh !!

Omg. It had been 9 days since the last time I blogged. It had been a really busy week for me because all the replacement class lied within last week, so as the presentation and the ice skating activity. My team and I had really put in efforts in our presentation and luckily we got thumbs up from our lecturer. It had made all the hard works worth it. Just want to touch a little bit on the presentation day which lies on Thursday (supposing to be on Friday but was brought up earlier due to the ice skating). That Thursday was the very 1^st time in my life I am wearing formal. Formal as in how a manager wears for his job. Not like what a normal employee do. Which mean I’m in coat and tie. But it is not that nice as I am wearing my grandpa’s coat. Didn’t manage to one for myself, mummy said that we can save up the money for other things. I think that it is sensible. But the coat looked old fashion. But what I care. I’m just going to wear it once for my presentation. Haha. On Friday, I went to ice skating at sunway pyramid which is organized by my college. We were forced to go. At first we thought that it would be boring. But it turns out to be fun. That is the very first time I skate too. I made my first step well but too bad I’ve been slipped few times. Honestly it was painful. Saw someone who looks like wanmin there. Obviously she looks better than wanmin ;x Nice body figure, pretty, looks innocent to me, and English educated (the most important aspect ;D). Other that these, a good news, joeanna had coupled back with jeff. Before this there is a misunderstanding between both of them and it is grateful that it had been solved. Wish both of them happiness and ever-lasting. As for me, I’m not desperate for a girlfriend like what km does. It is better when I have a stable financial and career before I involve into any relationship because I don’t want to let my loved one to suffer with me. Caring me huh? Anyway today is Father’s Day and there is nothing much happening here. Unlike Mother’s Day where everyone are celebrating it. Is that a bias? XD Getting myself a laptop soon. Finally after negotiating with mummy for so long, she agreed to buy me one. Hardly survive without a laptop. Going off now. Tomorrow has to wake up early and fetch kfoo to school. IM ON DIET MODE NOW. *trying hard to build up my body*

first of all i am damn pissed off today. went to college with a very bad mood where i find that alc is a so damn low class college. none of the students there were speaking fluent english. hence, my standard of english language is also dropping. there are these few of them who asked me to help them in their studies but in the class they seems to be enjoy playing and chit-chatting. i wont help any of those who only serious in the last minute. is it up to you all to do whatever u all want. but just make sure that u dotn disturb me. today darren and the rest went for futsal with kenny's team which is from shah alam and i didnt join them because i dont know how to play and i dont want to waste my time there looking at them playing like nobody. lols. therefore, mummy asked me to take bus home. nvm. i said okay cos in few more days or weeks time i had to start taking bus go and back as mummy start baking cookies for raya sale. after college i walked to the bus station which is located about 700m away from my college. the bus station there were unorganized as some buses had shifted to the new bus station. i asked a bus driver where can i get a bus to banting and he said that it is on the other side. but when i am walking over to the other side i saw a banting bus stopped right at the place where i am waiting just now. i quickly rush back and unfortunately i missed it. waited for another half an hour for another bus to come but the driver refuses to stop and keep showing a sign "no" to me. i was like wtf? i waited so long and he dont want to let me go aboard? in this situation i smsed kayyong askign him to inform mummy to come over to the klang's emporium makan bus station (the place where i was waiting for bus) but kayyong didnt tell mummy to fetch me from there. he just told her to fetch me. wtf again. mummy thought that i had reach jusco. therefore she waited me there and i was waiting for her more than 45 mins. and the fuckiest thign is that mummy dont have a phone, she dono how to use a phone and no one follows her. wtf for the third time. i was really pissed off with kayyong and once mummy reach the bus station (somehow she got there) i was damn angry and i throw my bag and yelled at her. she just dont get it. how troublesome it is when she doesnt have a phone with her and her stupid son kayyong is so damn stupid. in the car she keep on repeating how impatient i am without knowing what condition im in. i neglected her for today. i dont feel like talking to her. and it is very weird why they dont wan t me to drive to college while i have my license and car. but somehow i need to be more patient and not too bad tempered. i know that this time im kinda at fault. so just let it be. hopefully everything will be back to normal.

Last Friday went to km’s house to sleep over. He invited bryan, tk and me. Had my chit-chat session with km and bryan. Tk don’t really share his things with us. Apparently we were discussing about friends and khengli’s problem. Pity him. He will experience what I had gone through. Anyway hopefully he will be okay and be able to stand up again. I and km stay awake till the morning. Wake bryan up at 5am to go out and get some food. I am frigging hungry that night. After that, I went home and had my nap. Only slept for 4 hours and I looked like a zombie.

Recently were damn busy with management’s assignment. The due date is just around the corner and everything is yet to be done. Was rushing for it.

Today i slept for more than 12 hrs.. it had been long time since i last slept for so long and have dreams.. Horrified dreams where a guy jumoed into my car and trying to steal it away from me.. haha.. In the noon, I went out with Km, Nicole and Bryan.. Fetched all of them and headed over to Burger King which is located nearby my house.. Just opened few days ago.. Didnt order any food cause i am broke and on diet.. Lolx.. Talking about diet.. I dont think i will be able to do so.. Cos i had been eating non-stop.. Grr.. Lazy to do sit up.. Lazy to go for jogging.. Haiz.. Need something to motivate me.. After Burger King, they planned to go for karaokea session at GreenBox.. I told them I have no money and Bryan said that he will pay for me first.. I drove them to Aeon.. Went to GreenBox and unfortunately the rooms are fully occupied.. Sad one.. Besides that i found a voucher.. Free one head for GreenBox.. Which means i can sing for free but then i cant get to use it.. Maybe it is fate.. Because the voucher doesnt belongs to me.. My coursemates got share for it.. haha..After that i suggested that we headover to Km's hse to hang out.. We went there and had a chit chat session till something bad happened.. Which is while we were halfway chit chatting.. Bryan feels itchiness around his lips and it slowly spread all over his face and neck.. We were terrified and we scared that it was shingles because km has one too.. We quickly rush him to the nearby clinic.. We were glad that is was just a normal allergy.. The Doc gave him an injection and i sent him home.. thanks god.. After that i went back to km's hse to wait for jie.. She work overtime and i had to fetch Nicole back.. I asked Nicole to wait for awhile more but it is still long till jie finish her work.. Around 5.45 i fetched Nicole back.. after fetching Nicole home, Jie msged me.. What a coincidence.. I do not have to wait in the car and waste my petrol..haha Reached home.. feels tired.. Tmr have to wake up early cos im having management class..

Oh gosh. I’m very grateful that all of my nightmares before this had gone. We had finally interviewed the Royal Klang Club’s(RKC) General Manager, Mr. Micheal Chang. Before I proceed with the interview, I would like to talk about what happened yesterday which make me damn pissed. We were planning for the interview which is on today and at the end of the day, CheeSiang told me that the Club manager had cancelled the appointment because he will be busy. I was like WTF? How can he do that? Our assignment due date was just around the corner and we had yet to gather any information and we didn’t have any back up plans. We thought of going for other company but the problem is most of them don’t have computerized system for their organization’s management. We would be lack of points and eventually our presentation marks will be low too. So we ended up continuing with the same plan which is RKC and we went today without making any appointment. LMAO. It light be rude that we went there without making any appointment. But luckily Mr.Micheal did slot his time for us and we eventually interviewed him. And I found out that there are some similarities between both of us, where we are having the same thought that a certificate doesn’t represent everything. Our perseverance and determination will lead us to success. He talks more onto how to be successful person instead of providing us with information on their management style. After the interview session, we head over to Aeon’s MCD for lunch and then Starbucks to start working on the presentation but nothing turned out. Due to some reasons I think. Met up with Liching and km at Starbucks. Helped Liching out with her assignments and went for a movie, Terminator Salvation. The movie was quite nice but not that interesting. I prefer a horror movie more than an action movie. What Liching said is true. I am gaining weights. Need to put on diet already. *Diet Mode Is Turned On* hahas.

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