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Name:Kevan Ho Kay Wei
Nickname:Kev
Age:18
Gender:Male
D.O.B:16.08.1991
Religion:Buddhist
Horoscope:Leo
Zodiac:Goat
Marital status:Single
Hometown:Klang Selangor
Ambition:Businessman
Speaks:English Mandarin Hokkien
Likes:Making frens and hanging out
Msn:kevan_hkw@hotmail.com
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Everyone say that
You will only fall in love
With the same person only once
But that is not true
Everytime I hear your voice
I fall in love all over again
If you love someone
Put their name in a circle
But not in a heart
Cos heart can be broken
But a circle goes on forever


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Is this what i wished for?
Thursday, June 25, 2009 11:03 PM
well. i had just finished my talk with km and joe. and we did touch on hte matter of socialization where both of htem thinks that i am boring and anti-social. im not anti-social. mayb a part of it yes. but the thing that i am doing now is to cooldown after socializing for a period of time and i find it tiring. i used to be famous and good in socialize during my secondary school. during the period i know lots of things that u cant buy with money and im glad to have it. but to be honest, when u are glamour in some sort of place ur schedule will definitely be packed and you need a big budget. im nt from a whealthy family that can afford me going out everytime. in the socializing world there are ups and downs which makes me feel that human in this world are not as simple as what we see. the scariest part of a human is when they backstabs, gossips and pretends. and in order to survive in this socializing world, you must be a good pretender. for an example, u used to hate someone very much. but he is influencial towards others. therefore u must pretend that u like him and go along with him so that he can raise up ur popularity and somehow u being famous. if u cant do these u hardly survive in this world. and the point that i am trying to emphasize here is that i am tired of pretending and lying to myself. i wanna be the true me and i know that it is almost impossible for me to be successful in the business field without socializing. maybe what i need now is time. a time for me to transform into the fake me. now what i can say is that i am a straight forward guy that hates all the fakers out there. but too bad. i had to endure with them. its time for me to change.