first of all i am damn pissed off today. went to college with a very bad mood where i find that alc is a so damn low class college. none of the students there were speaking fluent english. hence, my standard of english language is also dropping. there are these few of them who asked me to help them in their studies but in the class they seems to be enjoy playing and chit-chatting. i wont help any of those who only serious in the last minute. is it up to you all to do whatever u all want. but just make sure that u dotn disturb me. today darren and the rest went for futsal with kenny's team which is from shah alam and i didnt join them because i dont know how to play and i dont want to waste my time there looking at them playing like nobody. lols. therefore, mummy asked me to take bus home. nvm. i said okay cos in few more days or weeks time i had to start taking bus go and back as mummy start baking cookies for raya sale. after college i walked to the bus station which is located about 700m away from my college. the bus station there were unorganized as some buses had shifted to the new bus station. i asked a bus driver where can i get a bus to banting and he said that it is on the other side. but when i am walking over to the other side i saw a banting bus stopped right at the place where i am waiting just now. i quickly rush back and unfortunately i missed it. waited for another half an hour for another bus to come but the driver refuses to stop and keep showing a sign "no" to me. i was like wtf? i waited so long and he dont want to let me go aboard? in this situation i smsed kayyong askign him to inform mummy to come over to the klang's emporium makan bus station (the place where i was waiting for bus) but kayyong didnt tell mummy to fetch me from there. he just told her to fetch me. wtf again. mummy thought that i had reach jusco. therefore she waited me there and i was waiting for her more than 45 mins. and the fuckiest thign is that mummy dont have a phone, she dono how to use a phone and no one follows her. wtf for the third time. i was really pissed off with kayyong and once mummy reach the bus station (somehow she got there) i was damn angry and i throw my bag and yelled at her. she just dont get it. how troublesome it is when she doesnt have a phone with her and her stupid son kayyong is so damn stupid. in the car she keep on repeating how impatient i am without knowing what condition im in. i neglected her for today. i dont feel like talking to her. and it is very weird why they dont wan t me to drive to college while i have my license and car. but somehow i need to be more patient and not too bad tempered. i know that this time im kinda at fault. so just let it be. hopefully everything will be back to normal.