Ahh.. Okay.. This is making me sick.. The very first thing is that i might not get the scholarship from The Star.. Why i say so?? This is because the intake for Inti University College is just around the corner which is on 29th of April.. And to day itself is already 22nd.. So currently letting go The Star Education Fund.. Called UTAR and they told me that i had yet to submit 2 photocopied of my actual spam results.. WTF i ad posted it to them months ago.. Now den they tell me they had yet to receive?? Nvm forget it.. Post again -,- Hopefully i can settle down all my college stuffs asap.. And look for a job.. Enough of rotting at home.. Effing boring..

These few days i kept thinking bout this girl S.. Have no idea why is S keep popping up in my mind..I have feeling towards her or i am just feeling lonely and wanna find a mate?? Recently my frens keep asking me when am i going to find a gf.. Some say that because they ad have one.. So i must get one too.. Some say they scared that i might be bored and lonely.. A mate will cherish up my life.. But do i really need 1?? Maybe this is one of the reason why i kept thinking bout S.. S is a girl that makes me being protective against her whenever and wherever i was with her.. She is just simply adorable and innocent.. Still doubting my feelings towards her.. What i am looking now is a true love.. Sick of puppy loves which end up either party getting hurt.. I dont dare to take the risk as she is someone i appreciate and cannot bare to lose.. So i choose to wait.. When i am sure that she is the one that i am looking for.. And the one who will accompany me throughout the rest of my life without sighing.. I will go for her.. Definitely not now.. Let time prove it..

Dont ask me who S is.. Cause i wont tell out.. I dowan this to be spread all over and scared her off..
For my best frens.. Gimme a bit of privacy k?? hahahaha.. thanks for ur care ;D