yesterday was fun.. can truant and stay at home.. not to study but to play computer games.. but i did study.. more than wad i studied in school daily.. hehes.. i even asked my mum whether can i truant and stay at home study.. she say can as long as your teachers allow you to do so.. so i think i hab no prob wif my teachers as some of my classmates did the same thing and they allow them to do so.. mayb cos we are from the first class.. so.. i will truant at least 2 days per week.. mostly 3 days per week.. hehe..

today i manage to study by my own for ard 2 hours only.. cos of the new game i downloaded from the Internet.. aiks.. cant hold back.. keep think of playing when i was studying.. end up sitting in front f comps for more than 4 hours and in front of tv more than 3 hours.. wtf.. wad am i doing?? wasnt i suppose to be studying for my coming trial exam instead of playing computer games and watching tv??

besides.. i dun think im motivated at all.. whenever the time to study comes.. i will feel tired and my whole body feel down.. dono why.. haiz.. my parents put a lot of hopes in me.. one of the reason cos i am the eldest son.. and i am also kinda smart among all my brothers and sister..

the recent topics that i had talked to my mum is about my career.. i am still in the world of puzzles.. i hesitated whether can i excel if i study engineering or should i just take business which is much more easier and the cost to further my studies in engineering was rather cheaper and affordable.. engineering might had took me around 100 over thousands for degree and diploma.. haiz.. problems come again.. MY FUTURE..

for all my friends who is having loves probs.. i wish all of you good luck and happiness.. if any of you need helps.. can come to me if you want to.. cos i am a good listener too.. =]

that's all for wad happened yesterday.. gtg now.. wanna prepare d.. going school soon.. buh bye..