this few days damn emo..
dono why..
got angry easily..
been thinking for this few days bout me and her..
finally i found the answer and had made up my mind..
i should proceed with my studies indeed..
the reason y?

1st, due to difference in family status..
im from a not so wealthy family compared to her's..

2nd, we do not match each other..
she's pretty while i'm ugly.. XD

3rd, im not the guy she's looking for..
can be seen from those guys she dated with..

4th comes to studies..
i can see that my studies had dropped tremendously..

5th i dont really have topics to talk to her..
had not been chatting with her for more than a week.. LMAO

and alots more.. lazy to write it down..


hmm...
i had gained some useful knowledge from Mr Lau's speech today..
he always give speech on how to be a successful person
in every of his classes nowadays..
today he said something that really motivate me..
this is wad he said

" In order to reach our goals, we must always dream bout things that is impossible..
This will only motivate our heart and mind to achieve those unexpected from you and what you had aimed earlier.. The willingness to obtained it will lead you to the way of success!!"

fuiyoh.. when i heard what this coming out from his mouth..
i was really motivated..
lots of things playing in my mind..
how to study..
how to be someone as he said..
how to be sucessful..
how to obtain my scholarship that worth alot to me..
ish.. really touched..
though some of you thought it is very stupid for me to think that way..
but the words are jus too meaningful..
haha..

must start study liao..
no more falling in love..
no more admiring..
no more games.. except travian..
hehe.. travian addict..
my future is depends on this few months..
the victory that i'm going to obtain in the war that im going to face will come true!!
sayonara all..
PIA STUDY!!
but i will keep my blog update aso..
cos it's a part of my life =]