Emptiness

Misery

2010-08-10T05:43:00.000+08:00

Its easy to fall in love with someone, but its hard to be loved by someone.

Nothing but ABP

2010-05-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

After thinking and observing, I had made the decision to stay in ABP. ABP is the place where i felt me belongs to. Nothing else can replace its position in my heart. Talking about experience, the opportunity is out there. Everywhere! It depends on how we identify it and develop it. We wont value samething unless it is something that we work hard for it. So the final decision is still to stay and I had rejected the offer.

Bewildered

2010-05-08T18:46:00.003+08:00

Just when i wanted to settle down another issue arise. Few days back, Din came to me and asked whether am i interested to join the student's council. Basically Im committed to ABP and for me to transfer to student's council i will have to face consequences. But the offer made was to provoking. Previously I had gave up the best opportunity given. Am I going to lose the same thing all over again?

Looking into the consequences.

1) I love ABP! The group are striving through circumstances now and its a bad timing for me to withdraw from it now. And once i joined student's council i will be restricted from joining ABP's activities.

2) My friends were all in ABP. We live as a team and die as a team too. I felt reluctant to leave them.

3) Once i switch to student's council there are for sure SOME of my current group members that will go against me. My acts will be considered selfish.

4) I dont know really know much people from student's council. It will be a brand new life for me if i switched over. Expansion of network is needed.

Looking into the benefits.

1) It will be a golden opportunity for me to brush up my skills. I will be able to learn leadership skills and hold up events. It will be very helpful in determining my future.

2) The authorities provided is wider.

3) Would be able to expand my network. Networking crucial as it would be the capital of a businessman.

Should I switch? Advice needed.

Bad Management

2010-04-29T08:19:00.005+08:00

This week might be the worst week of the year. Plenty of things happened to me. The performance (Cultural Day) didnt go on that well and the BBQ party had been postponed. Had seen lots of things and got to understand myself better. Things are just not as simple as what I see.

This is the first time for me organizing events. And both of them are big ones. I did not manage my time well and did not build up a strong committee. Did something that I musn't do. I had totally abandoned the Cultural Day and I focused on the BBQ party. And the Cultural Day turn out to be a disaster compared to the other group. The other group did a very good job instead. Everything is well organized. Their group members are committing their level best to make sure that the performance go superb. Bravo! However I still want to thanks to my group members for being there with me. Sorry for bringing all of you down. This incident had taught me or perhaps some of us that teamwork and the leadership of a leader is something that is crucial among a team. When the leader dies, the team dies.

I did focused on BBQ party. But things just went so wrong. The very first thing that an organizer must do when they want to hold an event is to get their committee members. But I didnt do that. Me and Darren rushing with time just to get things done. Hello! Kevan you are running a big event. You're inviting all the lecturers, staffs and students. Two people cant work that out. Therefore everything went upside down. Went to seek for advise from Ms. Premi. She helped me to identify some problems such as; the price is too high, the date is not strategic, no marketing work is done, numbers of people attending is not confirmed. protocol of the event is not set and many more. A potential leader will be able to look into this, able to come out with contingency plan and able to forecast. But inside me, I got none of these. When I said I got none doesnt mean that im unwilling to learn. Anyway thanks to those who supported the event and sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Exam over. More works coming.

2010-04-26T09:11:00.004+08:00

Just finished my SMP and Entrepreneurship exam yesterday. Overall its good. Did my very best and hopefully the result is good too. Now i have to worry about the performance tomorrow and the BBQ party on friday. The BBQ party will once again be one of the ABP's Business Plan's project as Emily and Sathia want to continue with it. These are the information for the BBQ:

Location: ALC College new building's rooftop
Date: 30th April 2010
Time: 7.00pm - 10.30pm
Entrance Fees: RM 20 per person
Limit : 80 people
Closing date: 26th April 2010

P/S: This party only restricted to ALC students, lecturers and staffs.There shall be no outsiders allowed to enter.

I am doing mass marketing for the party but it seems not to turn out well. Most of them (coursemates and seniors) are not joining us. Trying to get feedback from them on that matter. The party is just 4 days away but the number of ppl registered was like so below average. >.<

Im the troublemaker

2010-04-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

Im in deep misery right now. Im not angry with anything but im broken into pieces when you told me that I am the cause to the problem. I was wondering whether is it wrong for me to let go the position? and is it wrong for me to get things right? But now after mirroring myself I found the answer. All these while I am the troublemaker. I know what I suggest ( to find someone to replace Sathia ) is wrong because I had never thought of "who will be replacing Sathia once Sathia is off from the position?" We will then face another conflict during our another election. I will be the cause to that again. I know I couldn't take back my words. But I will then ensure that the words wont be spill out from my mouth anymore. Sathia will always be our leader and no one will be replacing him anymore. I will stop all the bullshits. Due to what I did all these times Im shameful to be into this anymore. That is the reason why I choose to leave. I realize that im the one who always like to act smart but I never think of the consequences. I do things without using my brain. I admit that. It will only be worst if I still stick with it. Give me some time to change myself. I will be back with a better attitude and a better person.

I was the cause to all of your suffers?

2010-04-15T20:06:00.005+08:00

Just finished with my busy life. Done with my Entrepreneurship assignment and presentation, SMP assignment and performance. Before I get to rest, now I have to workout with my Malaysian Studies presentation. >.<

Guess what. I totally screwed up my entrepreneurship presentation. My presentation was out of topic! Basically we get ourselves in groups and our task is to come out with a business plan to be proposed to our lecturer. But everything went upside down on that day. Did not notice that i was repeating the word "okay" when im presenting eventually it irritates my lecturer. So i got demerit for that. However this is a very good experience tho. For all of us to know what are our weaknesses. Anyway thanks to my group members; XiaoHow, Ivan, Henrey and Eric.

Lets go back to the topic. "I was the cause to all your suffers?" How this thing starts? few months back I was voted to be the leader of SBP team. But due to the poor time management by me I decided to gave up the position. And eventually the assistant leader, Joey had also gave up her position. Therefore we have Sathia as the leader and Emily as the assistant leader. And recently I had been involving with all the managing stuff especially during the performances. Being a meddler. Why I involve myself into this? Because I wanna show off? Because I wanna overwhelmed Sathia and Emily? Because I too free and got nothing to do? Hell NO. I did all these because its for our team. Sathia do not bother about managing all that. He's busy having his meal and chatting with his friends when we were not unsure of what are we going to perform. I didnt ask anything from all of you. I just want things to run smoothly. Since he's not responsible for his roles, what is the point keeping him? I told Emily about this and we will make the final decision after the bowling competition which will be held next month. But what I get from Emily is that I was the cause to all these. I was the one who gave up the position at the first place. And now I wanna take Sathia off from his position. She also said that I had put inappropriate pressure on Sathia which I think I never. What I told Sathia to do was all his roles. I had think for quite some time about what she said. And I had made a final decision to let go everything. I will not interfere anymore. I do admit that sometimes I over reacted and I like to command people. That's my bad. So officially I will withdraw after the BBQ party which was my idea. The BBQ party will not be a part of the SBP Business Plan anymore and the SBP business plan will be terminated once Sathia and Emily agreed to terminate it. The fund raised from the BBQ will be used to support the bowling training. This doesnt mean that I gave up SBP team, I will still be a part of SBP team. As a normal member, involve in the activities and give cooperation to the SBP team.

P/S: What I wrote was basically what I think. Forgive me if I express it wrongly.
(17/4) I realized that what Emily told me was basically right. Im the troublemaker for all these times. Look into my post titled "Im the troublemaker".

My life

2010-03-06T17:01:00.019+08:00

Hey guys, im back! And im still alive! Siao po WanMin curse me die -.- Hey guess what, I have an awesome life throughout this few months especially with the CNY celebration and all the outings. Went visiting all over high school’s friend house and I think all of us turned into gambling freak. Gambled at every house we visited. Too bad that I’m just not so lucky this year. Lose all way except for the first day of CNY. Haiz. Guess I’ll try my luck again next year.

Within this few months I had also identified some among my friends that I shouldn’t trust and I should be aware of. There are these particular two persons, C and Y, who cheated my friend’s money during gambling. But I didn’t tell it out because I know they’re going to deny it and it’ll cause havoc. It is acceptable if you cheated in the amount of hundreds or thousands. But the problem now is, it is just RM 18 (by C) and RM2!!!! (by Y) Gosh -.-“

Let’s skip the pitiful part. Few days back, on Thursday 4/3, went to lagoon with my course mates ( Ming, Michelle, KiatSiang, AhChun and Irene ). Some of them couldn’t make it due to personal problems. Too bad. Reached Sunway early, had our breakfast at McD and waited for the lagoon to open. The moment we enter the lagoon, we start snapping photos, changed and it’s time to play!! I barely remember the last time I entered as it has been ages. Luckily the weather wasn’t that hot on that day and the climbing of stairs make me exhausted. Why don’t they build escalators there? The game that I love the most is the Flying Fox. I played 3 times till the people working there could remember me. Haha. After the lagoon, we went over to Yuen Steamboat Buffet for dinner. Every one of us was in hunger because we skipped our lunch. We eat everything that we could. The restaurant is for sure making a lost for having customers like us. In conclusion, I enjoyed myself to the max that day. Below are some of the pics. More pics with Ming. Haven't upload yet.

Recently there are some rumors spreading around saying that I’m in love with either one of these girls who are Michelle and LaySuan. For those who don’t know them, basically they are my course mates and my best friends at college. Yes I admit that I love them. I mean as a friend. Or I should say as my sisters. We care for each other very much as I felt that we belong together.

They were the one who understand me,

They were the one, who is able to accept my weaknesses,

They were the one, who have the same thinking as I have,

They were the one, who will cheer me up when I’m down,

They were the one, who will back me up when I’m in trouble,

They were the one who sincerely appreciate whatever I did for them,

They were the one who willing to listen to all my sighing and complains,

They were the one who shares their up and downs with me,

They were the one who that I found reliable.

Both of them really make a good friend, good girlfriend and good wife. But both of them were already attached to someone that they loved. And I wish them happiness as they deserves it. Personally, I don’t think it is a suitable time for me to commit myself into a relationship now. There are things that are more important that I should do now. Hopefully the rumors will stop as I don’t want any of us to feel awkward hanging out together. My high school friends (especially the girls) would be able to understand this. “There are some of your friends that are only meant to be your friends. Another step deeper into the relationship is an impossible.” And one of the most important things is that IM NOT A GAY!! Don’t simply make assumptions just because I’m not in love with any girl means that im a gay.

P/S: To all my lovely high school friends. No matter how the world changes, you all’s place in my heart will never change.

Busy Busy

2010-01-17T20:43:00.003+08:00

CNY is just a month to come and I have used this opportunity to earn some money for living and for shopping! =D This month's schedule is fully packed with classes, businesses and works.

In the morning if I have no class, I open a stall nearby a market selling CNY cookies baked by my mum. It is a very good experience tho. You can learn how to promote your products, how to communicate with people and how to build customer's confident on your product. But to be honest, it is so tiring! I have to wake up at 6 am every morning, get myself prepared and headed to the location just to get a better place for my stall. -.-" The profit I earned is not that much as there are some people complaining that it is still early for them to buy cookies. "If it is something nice, you wouldn't have to wait for the time to come, you will buy it first." Because of what I told them, majority of them left with a can of cookie with them. =P If any of you interested in buying cookies, I will provide a list for you at the end of this post. you can order from me. But only for Klang citizens.

Besides selling cookies, I did sell beers too. I know it is very risky as there are plenty of road blocks around my area. But still, I took the risk. Haha.

These few days I felt very tired. I worked around 16 hours a day* if there is no class*. Morning open stall. Noon till evening help mum bake cookies ( my family is running a business as a cookie whole seller). Night time need to teach tuition classes. Omg! Am I robot? xD Although its tiring, somehow I need to learn how to cope with it as this is just a minor thing. There are more challenges waiting for me ahead.

These are the list of CNY cookies I selling:

Pineapple Tart RM 25 HOT Sale
Crispy Almond RM 23 HOT Sale
Peanut Butter RM 16
London Almond RM 20
Dragon Cookies RM 16
Greenpea Cookies RM 20
Cashewnut Cookies RM 20
Pumpkin Seed Cookies RM 20
Honey Cornflakes RM 14
Kuih Bangkit RM 10 *small*
Chocolate Almond RM 20

Will upload the pictures of the cookies when Im free. You can leave ur order at the chatbox or SMS me at 010-212 1874

11/1/10

2010-01-11T11:24:00.002+08:00

Desperation is the one that lured me to all kinds of feelings to find myself a soul mate asap. After I had seen some situation which my friends had. I found out that it is not as easy as how I see it. Love is all about happiness and warmth. Finding a true love itself is already a hard task to be completed yet people still have to learn how to maintain it. Different people judge love differently; in term of blissfulness? monetarily? appearance? stability? protection? Words are going around that peoples hate their partner who love them because of the money they have. But there is something that I cant deny; in the materialistic world nowadays, people hardly live without money. Without money people feel unsecured, unhappy, unsatisfied and many more.

Therefore, I changed my plans. I will hold on my plan to find myself a life partner first as Im not fully independent yet. In the progress of changing my attitude (towards better for sure), on diet mode (due to the overweight), and figuring out ways to be successful. Its all determined. I have to be mature enough to look forward. I cant afford myself to get into a puppy love life and obviously I dont need one. Some of my friends have been telling me that this is the age where you start "playing". I dont play with people's love and trust towards me. And I wont feel good either when I hurt someone's heart.

When the time comes, you will certainly meet your true love. It is not a need to rush to get into a relationship. If you are good enough, you wont be afraid that you will be lonely for the rest of your life.

7/1/10

2010-01-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Started my sem on the 5/1. As expected this sem will be a challenging one as one of the subject will be taught by my college's principal lecturer, Ms Seko. I enjoyed my every moment in her class as what she said reflects me. Im a negatively thinking person and Im not motivated at all. I use all types of excuses and I start blaming on others when things goes wrong. I need to change. I need a better attitude towards my life. Complaint over something wouldnt help to a solution. Overcome it and learn from mistakes.

Previously I saw Jennifer's blog. She blurted out everything inside her. After thinking for quite some time. I came to an understanding. This is a blog. This is a place for me to write and share about my life. There is no need to hold back. So starting from this post, Im not going to hold back anything and i will blurt out everything. ;D

Recently I got myself into a conflict with this guy. He is a damn selfish one. Its normal for a human to be selfish but please dont over do it. You're like taking everyone as ur slaves and we must so whatever you asked. Hell no man. Who are you? You're nothing but simply just a friend of mine. To say it more cruelly, the absence of you dont make any changes to my life. I will still live on. Instead I might live a better life without you bugging over me. So please go get yourself a life.

2010

2010-01-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Time is passing fast as we didn’t realize that the clock was ticking and every second passes. Now we are in the year 2010 and the memories of me graduating from my secondary school is still fresh in my mind. I read through my blog again and I had found of that I did nothing much on the previous year but I had the sense that I will perform better this year. For my new year resolution, I would like to have a better life compared to last year’s, get myself a soul mate (if possible), and be fully independent.

Went countdown with some of my friends (LeeVee, WanMin, Joeanna and Jeff) on the New Year eve. It would be surprised if I said that we went MOS for countdown. Officially it was my first time entering a club and I’m keened when I step in my 1st step into MOS. It was awesome! I love the bar, I love the dance floor and typically in love with the chicks there. And due to the lack of experience, I nearly got myself into trouble. But eventually it was nothing. Enjoyed myself on that night and it’s a very nice experience. But to be honest, there is not the place where I belong to.

Anyway Happy New Year to all of you and whatever happened in the past should be forgone. Look forward and get a better life. May God bless all of you!

Lifeless

2009-12-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

I left my blog deserted again. Sorry ya. Recently I've been busying with classes and works. Dont really have time to go for an outing and really enjoy myself. But there is something that I am happy about. Finally I am independent!! I need not ask money/allowance from my parents anymore which I think is really unnecessary anymore at my age. And I had learned that money is easy to spend but hard to earn.

My college life is getting dull. Not because of others but it was I myself hardly find some time to spend with them. Exam is just around the corner which is next Tuesday and Wednesday, I had yet to do my revision and had yet to touch on my microeconomics assignment which I have to pass up on the exam day. Not really in the mood and I am not motivated to do so -.-“ Hopefully next year will be much more better.

Today I went to Aeon with km and wm. It had been a long time since three of us hang out together and I frigging miss my ex-schoolmates. Before that, I got myself a new spec. Some commented that it was nice but some said I look old in it >.< However I like it. Went over to Aeon to get Angel a birthday present, which was a handmade key chain. Three of us were ransacking the store finding for all the nice letters and km keep on bugging us to make another for his “special good friend”. Haha. After that we had a little chit chat at PakLi. Planning to go pasar malam together unfortunately stupid km declared bankrupt and caused us to cancel the plan. Sigh.

Counting down : 2 more months till I get back my freedom!

Bugs!!!

2009-11-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

I just dont get it. It is bad for being a gentleman or so called helpful? Because I found out that most people will take it for granted and non-stop bugging you. A guy that let the ladies first is called gentleman and a person who always offer to help others are also called as a gentleman. Then why dont I just be the particular gentleman who only let the ladies first? Whenever someone offers to help you, that doesnt mean that you can always rely on him/her. Maybe sometimes you really dont understand something or maybe u really need his/her help, then it is reasonable enough for you to seek for his/her help. If it is just simply you being lazy or never wanna give a try, then it will be too over. Sometimes I really confused. A simple thing you also need to seek for people's help. Are you retarded or? *No offence here. Just expressing my feeling* Sometime ago, people used to call me 'public goods'. At that time I dont really know what it really means till i find it out. But I never blame them. Cause it is my fault for being naive. But Im totally different now. There is something I wanna emphasis here, sometimes its not that me being selfish for not helping you. I got things to busy too. If there is something to do with education then I am willingly to help. Because at the end I got to learn something new too.. Hahahahaha..

To "you", I had made my decision to let you go because you are different from what I thought. And I know that if I step deeper into this relationship, it will end up me being hurt. As what Joeanna said. Sometimes a girl and a boy were only meant to be friends/ best friends. There will be no happy ending if we force each other to be together. Like me and the rest of my sisters ;) So all the best to you and dont worry, whenever you need me i'll always be there for you. Love ya XD

...

2009-11-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Joeanna Aka Fatty and belated Birthday to JiaJia. Went to Station One to celebrate Joe's birthday with Km, Tk, Leevee, Terence and Jeff. Jeff did something very romantic i should say. Jeff arranged the candles in a heart shape and he light it up. And I saw joe nearly burst into tears. Haha.

Okay back to my life. My first day of work as a tuition tutor sucks. I screwed it. I didnt notice the time passed so fast and all things were only done halfway. The worst part is I am having problem communicating with the student. He is chinese educated while Im english educated. He dont understand what I said and ended up me talking to him with my broken chinese. The best part is he corrected my chinese!!! FTW..

Tmr gonna start new sem. Business Law and Microeconomics. Been waiting for this 2 topics for quite some time ad. My friends had been telling me that econs are challenging. I love challenge XD Bring it on!! Anyway for my exam, I think I did badly for Cost Accounting. Forgot the format and said byebye to my marks T.T For Business Communication I did quite well. The questions were kinda easy so there are no problems.

I doubted my feeling towards you. Do i really love you or it is me being desperate? =x I know it is almost impossible for us to be together because you love him down to the earth. Sigh. I hate this feeling.

Reneged Promises

2009-10-23T12:51:00.003+08:00

So sorry to JiaJia and Jennifer for not being able to go to their birthday parties which is held at clubbing. I dont meant to renege my promise but clubbing is not my place. Dont want to be the next KM. Haha.

Apparently most of the time I lock myself in my house because I had yet to overcome my financial crisis. And thanks to all my understanding friends for not "kidnapping" me out. Been looking forward to start my revision for the upcoming exam but everything just dont work out. I only can concentrate fully when i'm emo. FIND ME SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME EMO!!! XD Anyway still forcing myself to study else i will be a dead corpse.

I am starting my work (tuition tutor) commencing on next Friday which is the 30/10. After that, the following month, I will be fully occupied with classes on the Monday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Which means I will only be free on Tuesday, Saturday and Sunday. Gosh. Headache!

- Missing my secondary schoolmates -

Back

2009-10-15T18:59:00.005+08:00

Life? Boring! Financial? Broke! Relationship? Single! College? Getting better I guess!

Okay. Recently rarely go out for any outing with friends because im facing a typical financial problem. It is hard to live without money especially for those like me, who relies on parents for finance. So I was thinking that im so free doing nothing at home and my college schedule wasn't that packed. And I had decided to work as a part time tutor in a tuition centre called MY. I went for the interview and thank god I was approved! Went for the so called SOP training and I will be commencing on the 30/10. RM 10/ hr (only when I got class). So I cant wait for it to start $.$

Sometimes I do find some people weird or so called extraordinary. They like to find for troubles. While we trying our best to avoid it. Sigh

There is this someone, A , who likes to be the STAR among the others. A came out with all kinds of actions just to drag attentions. But I wonder did A knows that what A did had made A a joker? Is popularity so important? And what A will do with it when A got the popularity?

P/S: Im not criticizing A but I want to make A realize that what A doing now is really a waste of time. I had been through all this and I admit once upon a time I did the same thing too. I wanted to tell A about this but I know my "good deed" will somehow piss A off. So I kept it here. DONT ASK ME WHO IS A!!

Anyway

Happy 18th Birthday to Jennifer Tan
05/10

Happy 20th Birthday to To Lay Suan
06/10

Happy 18th Birthday to Kai Sheng
10/10

This month damn many friend's birthday. Still got lots coming >.<

Happy 18th Birthday to Jennifer Tan

Recent Me

2009-09-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

Obviously I had put on some weight. Why? In this month, I had around 5 times of barbeque. >.< And my sleeping hours had extended 2-3 hours more. Can you imagine how pig, lazy and fat I am? Gonna control my diet again. Anyway I've got my 1st sem's result.. Distinction for both Business Math and Business Management. CGPA 4.0. Actually its nothing much to be proud of. I'm in a Klang College and its like so so so not to be proud of. Especially when the standards in taken in count. Haiz.

People tend to run away when they faces problems. They dare not face the truth and the worst is that when a problem had arise, they blame it on others and denied what they had did. You can lie to us but not the God. And sometimes you yourself had made it so obvious that you were the one behind all these. We didnt say it out because we dont want to disgrace you. But when we kept in inside us, you take things for granted. Be awake and realize how shameful you are.

Melaka Express Trip

2009-09-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Its Hari Raya holiday!!~ And i spent most of my time at my grandpa's hse. There goes the chit-chatting session again. And on Wednesday(23/09), I followed my relatives to Melaka after the Sekinchan trip was cancelled. The journey to Melaka took us around 5 hours because we got lost and we have to ask around for directions. Finally around 2.30 we managed to reach there and we were welcomed by Grandpa's nephew. He brought us to his apartment and later on her sister came by to guide us. Had our lunch at one of the yong tau fu stall. Honestly Ampang's yong tau fu is still the best. lolx. Went to around the city, captured some pictures, went to a street to buy some snacks and that's it. Its time to go back. The time passes so fast and we were like rushing here and there. Anyway i did enjoy myself. Will upload some pictures soon.. =D

P/S: When you're planning to go for a trip, never go into a car that is full with kids. That's my worst "nightmare" ever.

Random

2009-09-16T15:07:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not keeping my blog update.. Kinda lazy to update these days.. Been rushing here and there to get my new car done and Jie's 21st birthday celebration which is on last saturday.

Finally after been waiting for months, i got my new car, Proton Saga Special Edition. *will post up some photos of it when im free* Got it tinted and fix in some extra features.. Although im not the one paying for all the expenses but it really cost a lot. On the 2nd day itself, the left side skirting nearly dropped off. Local cars are always like that >.<

Jie's 21st birthday was a very grand 1. BBQ party plus LutLut (something like steamboat). That day was the most tiring day for this year i guess. From morning till late night i didnt stop working. But it really worth it. Cos at the end i really enjoy myself. And I met Kulio for the very 1st time. Friendly pervert kid. Beware of him. Haha

My Family ;DKulio, Joeanna, Jeff, Jie and Me

Invited some frens along.. But most of them didnt turn upJie and her frens.. Kulio? Lebih!!!

Get me right

2009-08-24T18:23:00.003+08:00

2 months had gone and exams are approaching. Time is passing so fast and another sem had ended. Been busy working on exam preparation? No. Cause its simple. Not to be arrogant but its truth. Just 3 topics for a subject. People from other colleges will be laughing when they saw my exam paper. Standard were lowered so that all the students will pass with closing eyes. This is my college's standard. No offence here. Take this as a suggestion. Why dont you push your students to upgrade instead of you lowering your standards?

A person that busy slacking at the beginning will only struggle in the end. You had never realize how much resources you had been wasting. Relying on someone else will never be the best solution. You must face the circumstances and learn the experience on how to do things right. You can still dream on hoping that he/she will always be by your side helping you. And one day you will go miserable, blank and lost when he/she left you.

P/S: This post is not referring to anyone. If you think you were the person that i mentioned. Take it as an advise. If you disagree with it. Then please kindly ignore this.

2009-08-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

Today when im on my way to college, i heard from a FM (dont really know which FM was that) discussing about "If you were given a time machine, what is the mistake that you will correct it?" The very first things that came across my mind was what i had did in the past that makes my mum drop her tears over it. I realize how disobedient i am in the past and her lecture and guidance was the one that makes me a better person now.

The next thing that came across my mind is the simply silly, stupid to be exact, mistake that i did. I neglected another gang of brothers that meant a lot for me. They were the one that shares the joy. But my decision for not inviting them for my recent bday party had made it turn 180 degree. I know you all must be mad at me at the moment. I feel sorry for whatever i did. I hope i do deserve the second chance to correct it.

Im 18!!

2009-08-19T18:47:00.002+08:00

Duh!! Another year had passed. And i got OLDER!! haha ;D Anyway km threw me a birthday party at his house. Just managed to invite some of them due to the capacity of km's hse and its nood nice to make his house crowded. We had BBQ and overall the party is great. Dont really know how to express my feeling at the moment. But just feeling great. Lets the pics do the talking

Untitled

2009-08-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we must learn how to hide our feeling and not to be too emotional. You might not realize that your every movements or actions will affect the people around you. A best actor/actress makes a person to be great.

13th August

2009-08-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

A day that is full of joy and disappointment. Presentation went upside down because our lecturer starts shooting us with question even before we finish our part. Nervous took over the calmness from the very moment i step up to the stage. Just got a good from our lecturer but i was expecting more. I dont really did my job as a leader. Thought that providing them with the point should be enough for them without concerning about their weaknesses. I failed at this.

Went over to Greenbox to celebrate my advanced birthday with a hope that it would cheer them up. But things just happen not to work out well and it seems like there is something missing or maybe a barrier that is blocking. Maybe they were tired after the presentation. The joy that we used to had during our first semester is slowly fading away. Its becoming dull by the day passes. Something is dragging us apart but I just dont know what i is. Whatever it is we still gonna face it. Anyway thanks to all my coursemates who celebrated my birthday for me ;D

Had a damned Day

2009-08-11T07:52:00.003+08:00

Okay.. The pics says it all.. I banged my father's lorry that is parked outside my house when i am making a turn.. Im so going to get it from my dad.. FUCK!!

6th Day of Emptiness

2009-08-06T19:53:00.001+08:00

Well. I felt relieved today when my Marketing lecturer postponed the presentation to next week due to most of us was unable to complete it in time. But the bad news is that he was expecting more from us. Duh~ Attended full day class today but i skipped Accounting class and headed over to library to complete our presentation work. But the plan doesnt seems to work out well.

Anyway recently i got addicted by the taiwan drama called "My Queen" introduced by Michelle. It's a nice movie but too bad i am a banana( dont really know much on how to speak and read chinese) So i was unable to understand some of the dialogues. LOL. Watch it if you're free. And Michelle im not a drama freak like u k? Finish the whole drama in one night? - -"

2nd to 5th Day Of Emptiness

2009-08-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

Spent my weekends at grandpa's house. Rushing my presentation paperwork. The presentation is just 5 days to go and yet there is still so many undone works. Hopefully it will be complete by then.

Monday is a tiring day. Helped uncle to shift some fans to the warehouse. Shifted around 800 boxes of table fans and ceiling fans. Very tiring cos the fans are so damn it heavy. Geez. After finish working, rushed to Mcd cause i called Darren, Michelle, Suan, Ming and Irene our for group meeting to complete the presentation powerpoint. Some did well and some are too dependent on others. You can continue behaving like this but there wont be a good ending for you at the end of the day. Try it if you didnt believe in what i said. Lolx xD

Tuesday is an ordinary day but i got surprised when Ming told me that he wanted to quit studying to proceed in his working life. He knows what he really wants and no matter how we advise or lecture him, he will still stand on his own decision. Hopefully he will do well in his life. Besides that i got shocked when i received a call from km. Someone *wanted to be remain unknown* got H1N1. Gosh. How on earth could that happen on her huh? Pray hard to God so that she will recover as soon as possible.

1st day of Emptiness

2009-07-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

A brand new blog to share my life with others ;D

There is nothing in my mind. I'm blurred and distracted by various problems. Marketing test and presentation, Leevee's bday celebration, tonight's outing, and annoying sister were bugging me whole day long. Cant really concentrate in any of that as im lack of sleep last night. Recently i felt so not into studies where i spent most of the time watching movies and dramas, went out for limteh and so on. Kinda panic when i got my marketing paper cause i dont really know where exactly am i suppose to start. However still manage to finish it cause i crapped all the way. The worst thing is that Irene sat beside me during the exam and honestly speaking, u got me distracted with all ur sighings, complains and questions. Haiz.

Anyway im going to shift over to klang town. Opposite my grandpa's house. Waiting for a buyer to buy my current house and i'll be shifting. Will miss all my friends here. Changing a new environment and hopefully it would be better.

Another day had passed

2009-07-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

Everyone will be sleeping till late hours during their weekends. But mine was different. Thought of waking up late but was waken up by a hungry idiotic and annoying girl. Who else except my sis? Haha. Fetch them out for breakfast at Asoka with a manual Avanza. Gosh. Now den i know i can drive a manual car. And this time it is rather smooth because yesterday when i fetch km to Peiyan's shop (driving his brother's ride) the engine stopped for more than 3 times. Damn funny. After breakfast, did all the course works while my sis enjoying playing computer. And that was the main reason why she is still single till today. -.-" Spent my whole noon at Station One with Joe, Km, Wm and Mona cos Joe asked me to help her out with Accounting assignment. Investment!! My favourite!! ;D Went back home and slack around. Disturbed Jie and online. Nothing else i can do. That's all for today.. Chaoz

Happy days ;D

2009-07-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. Thanks GOD!! Finally after being so long.. I got the chance to really enjoy my life. Although i had to help mum with her cookies daily.. But i still manage to find sometime for me to hang out with friends..

Yesterday had a gathering with Joeanna,WanMin, Mona, Angel, Juhyen, Kelming, Ziyi, Terrence and KaiSheng. It was fun and all of us seems to be enjoying the moment. Met up with KiatSiang at JethIce. He got over excited when he saw me with a bunch of pretty girls. I stayed over at KelMing's house on that night because the next morning i had to go over to Thiyagu's house to help his sister out with the internet setup. Too bad i cant get it fix. She not sure whether the computer was installed with wireless adapther or not -.-"

Nowadays im facing a big problem with my Accounting subject. Dont really know how to do. Need to refer to Kayfoo's note. Hopefully it will help me out. By the way, recently im not so in the mood to study. Been slacking around. Not sure what i am looking for. Discussed with KM about some business that we can work on. He needs money deperately. Haha.

Hope that there will be no ending of these hapiness moments XD WoooHoooo!!

-kEv-

Moody Festival Striked?

2009-07-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

These few days everyone was either moody, emo-ing or got into trouble. Joeanna is having problem with Jeff's ex where she always go over to Jeff's hostel. Dont really know what is her motive. Km is having her so called private problem where he refuses to talk to me about it when i asked. He said he can settle it by himself. I do believe that he can but wasnt it better if there is someone else to share it with ya? But i do understand his circumstances. He got too many secrets that cannot be shared. Mona is another one. She is having a major problem. Based on what i think. Cause in her blog she said that she had been crying all night because of that mystery problem. She refuses to share as she thought that her friends are not trustable. She had been through lots of backstabbing thingy and it had been a hard time to her. From my point of view, she need a true friend where she can eventually blurt out all her feelings without any hesitation. Wanmin got commited in a relationship problem and she is working hard to bring back the relationship. Her problem is rather complicated @.@. Angel wanted to commit suicide. i was doubting whether is it because of another love problem? Grrr.. Love is complicated.. Not going to get into any replationship at this time.. Even Nicole aso got into love problem. Can u imagine how much it takes to establish a strong relationship between a couple? Geez..
But i think i got a god damn strong resistance towards all these problem. I am totally free of problems. Haha

Had a yumcha session with Thiyagu , Km and Joeanna just now at Mcd. Thiyagu is leaving to perak tomorrow. He is futhering his medical studies in Aimst College. Hopefully he will do well cos he needs the scholarship to reduce his family's burden. Can u imagine that 220k is needed just to gain the doctor's knowledge? Gosh!! Yet it is one of the hardest course.. If i take medicinal course, i would end up taking medicine for the rest of my life. Cause i got crazy. Anyway all the best to him and you will always have my full support with you.

Change in taste

2009-07-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

recently nothing much happened. find accounting kinda confusing but i am trying my best to cope with it. well recently my taste on girls changed i think. i noticed this when i went to night market with mum on wednesday. usually i will spot for those girls around my age. but this time its different. cos i was spotting on girls who are older than me, mature, and had well figured bodyline. Pervert me.. Haha

Btw just had a conference with michelle, darren, alvin and suan via skype. kinda funny tho. disturbed michelle(the most violence 1) and im gonna be dead tmr. she is someone who is nice to be disturbed.. just like joeanna. but dear joeanna still the best.. haha going off soon. tmr have class early in the morning.. sianz

Frustration

2009-07-06T20:08:00.000+08:00

Im back to blog ;x Omg i got lots of things to update.. Lets talk about my college life first. Previously i had done my management and business math exam and i will definitely score with flying colours. Who am i man? Kevan Ho. The one who has no other talent other than studies. lols. The next day after my exam straight start another 2 new course, accounting and marketing. Mr. Shamin still teaching us on marketing course. Yay!! and new lecturer Mr. Kelvin teach me accounting. Attended his new class today and i find him very funny. More like a clown instead of a lecturer. Haha. Friends. I can say that i hardly fit myself into them. They were different from others.

FINALLY!! Im getting my personal new saga ;D Returned the old toyota corolla to Eugene cos he need it for working purpose. Going to book the car tmr and might be getting it in 3 weeks time. So sweat. During this 3 weeks i need to take bus to and fro college. But its worth it.

Kinda miss all my secondary friends. Especially JOEANNA. LOLS. Need find 1 day gather with them.

Is this what i wished for?

2009-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

well. i had just finished my talk with km and joe. and we did touch on hte matter of socialization where both of htem thinks that i am boring and anti-social. im not anti-social. mayb a part of it yes. but the thing that i am doing now is to cooldown after socializing for a period of time and i find it tiring. i used to be famous and good in socialize during my secondary school. during the period i know lots of things that u cant buy with money and im glad to have it. but to be honest, when u are glamour in some sort of place ur schedule will definitely be packed and you need a big budget. im nt from a whealthy family that can afford me going out everytime. in the socializing world there are ups and downs which makes me feel that human in this world are not as simple as what we see. the scariest part of a human is when they backstabs, gossips and pretends. and in order to survive in this socializing world, you must be a good pretender. for an example, u used to hate someone very much. but he is influencial towards others. therefore u must pretend that u like him and go along with him so that he can raise up ur popularity and somehow u being famous. if u cant do these u hardly survive in this world. and the point that i am trying to emphasize here is that i am tired of pretending and lying to myself. i wanna be the true me and i know that it is almost impossible for me to be successful in the business field without socializing. maybe what i need now is time. a time for me to transform into the fake me. now what i can say is that i am a straight forward guy that hates all the fakers out there. but too bad. i had to endure with them. its time for me to change.

Exam and Individual Assignment's Due date

2009-06-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

Omg.i didnt realize that my exam and assignment due date is just around the corner where i had to finish both of them by next week. i had yet to start anything on them and now i am still playing dota. lmao. next i plan to work out with my assignment first as for the exam i think it has no problem to me ;D gambateh !!

Busy week

2009-06-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Omg. It had been 9 days since the last time I blogged. It had been a really busy week for me because all the replacement class lied within last week, so as the presentation and the ice skating activity. My team and I had really put in efforts in our presentation and luckily we got thumbs up from our lecturer. It had made all the hard works worth it. Just want to touch a little bit on the presentation day which lies on Thursday (supposing to be on Friday but was brought up earlier due to the ice skating). That Thursday was the very 1^st time in my life I am wearing formal. Formal as in how a manager wears for his job. Not like what a normal employee do. Which mean I’m in coat and tie. But it is not that nice as I am wearing my grandpa’s coat. Didn’t manage to one for myself, mummy said that we can save up the money for other things. I think that it is sensible. But the coat looked old fashion. But what I care. I’m just going to wear it once for my presentation. Haha. On Friday, I went to ice skating at sunway pyramid which is organized by my college. We were forced to go. At first we thought that it would be boring. But it turns out to be fun. That is the very first time I skate too. I made my first step well but too bad I’ve been slipped few times. Honestly it was painful. Saw someone who looks like wanmin there. Obviously she looks better than wanmin ;x Nice body figure, pretty, looks innocent to me, and English educated (the most important aspect ;D). Other that these, a good news, joeanna had coupled back with jeff. Before this there is a misunderstanding between both of them and it is grateful that it had been solved. Wish both of them happiness and ever-lasting. As for me, I’m not desperate for a girlfriend like what km does. It is better when I have a stable financial and career before I involve into any relationship because I don’t want to let my loved one to suffer with me. Caring me huh? Anyway today is Father’s Day and there is nothing much happening here. Unlike Mother’s Day where everyone are celebrating it. Is that a bias? XD Getting myself a laptop soon. Finally after negotiating with mummy for so long, she agreed to buy me one. Hardly survive without a laptop. Going off now. Tomorrow has to wake up early and fetch kfoo to school. IM ON DIET MODE NOW. *trying hard to build up my body*

Argued with Mummy

2009-06-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

first of all i am damn pissed off today. went to college with a very bad mood where i find that alc is a so damn low class college. none of the students there were speaking fluent english. hence, my standard of english language is also dropping. there are these few of them who asked me to help them in their studies but in the class they seems to be enjoy playing and chit-chatting. i wont help any of those who only serious in the last minute. is it up to you all to do whatever u all want. but just make sure that u dotn disturb me. today darren and the rest went for futsal with kenny's team which is from shah alam and i didnt join them because i dont know how to play and i dont want to waste my time there looking at them playing like nobody. lols. therefore, mummy asked me to take bus home. nvm. i said okay cos in few more days or weeks time i had to start taking bus go and back as mummy start baking cookies for raya sale. after college i walked to the bus station which is located about 700m away from my college. the bus station there were unorganized as some buses had shifted to the new bus station. i asked a bus driver where can i get a bus to banting and he said that it is on the other side. but when i am walking over to the other side i saw a banting bus stopped right at the place where i am waiting just now. i quickly rush back and unfortunately i missed it. waited for another half an hour for another bus to come but the driver refuses to stop and keep showing a sign "no" to me. i was like wtf? i waited so long and he dont want to let me go aboard? in this situation i smsed kayyong askign him to inform mummy to come over to the klang's emporium makan bus station (the place where i was waiting for bus) but kayyong didnt tell mummy to fetch me from there. he just told her to fetch me. wtf again. mummy thought that i had reach jusco. therefore she waited me there and i was waiting for her more than 45 mins. and the fuckiest thign is that mummy dont have a phone, she dono how to use a phone and no one follows her. wtf for the third time. i was really pissed off with kayyong and once mummy reach the bus station (somehow she got there) i was damn angry and i throw my bag and yelled at her. she just dont get it. how troublesome it is when she doesnt have a phone with her and her stupid son kayyong is so damn stupid. in the car she keep on repeating how impatient i am without knowing what condition im in. i neglected her for today. i dont feel like talking to her. and it is very weird why they dont wan t me to drive to college while i have my license and car. but somehow i need to be more patient and not too bad tempered. i know that this time im kinda at fault. so just let it be. hopefully everything will be back to normal.

Tiring

2009-06-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Last Friday went to km’s house to sleep over. He invited bryan, tk and me. Had my chit-chat session with km and bryan. Tk don’t really share his things with us. Apparently we were discussing about friends and khengli’s problem. Pity him. He will experience what I had gone through. Anyway hopefully he will be okay and be able to stand up again. I and km stay awake till the morning. Wake bryan up at 5am to go out and get some food. I am frigging hungry that night. After that, I went home and had my nap. Only slept for 4 hours and I looked like a zombie.

Recently were damn busy with management’s assignment. The due date is just around the corner and everything is yet to be done. Was rushing for it.

My World

2009-06-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today i slept for more than 12 hrs.. it had been long time since i last slept for so long and have dreams.. Horrified dreams where a guy jumoed into my car and trying to steal it away from me.. haha.. In the noon, I went out with Km, Nicole and Bryan.. Fetched all of them and headed over to Burger King which is located nearby my house.. Just opened few days ago.. Didnt order any food cause i am broke and on diet.. Lolx.. Talking about diet.. I dont think i will be able to do so.. Cos i had been eating non-stop.. Grr.. Lazy to do sit up.. Lazy to go for jogging.. Haiz.. Need something to motivate me.. After Burger King, they planned to go for karaokea session at GreenBox.. I told them I have no money and Bryan said that he will pay for me first.. I drove them to Aeon.. Went to GreenBox and unfortunately the rooms are fully occupied.. Sad one.. Besides that i found a voucher.. Free one head for GreenBox.. Which means i can sing for free but then i cant get to use it.. Maybe it is fate.. Because the voucher doesnt belongs to me.. My coursemates got share for it.. haha..After that i suggested that we headover to Km's hse to hang out.. We went there and had a chit chat session till something bad happened.. Which is while we were halfway chit chatting.. Bryan feels itchiness around his lips and it slowly spread all over his face and neck.. We were terrified and we scared that it was shingles because km has one too.. We quickly rush him to the nearby clinic.. We were glad that is was just a normal allergy.. The Doc gave him an injection and i sent him home.. thanks god.. After that i went back to km's hse to wait for jie.. She work overtime and i had to fetch Nicole back.. I asked Nicole to wait for awhile more but it is still long till jie finish her work.. Around 5.45 i fetched Nicole back.. after fetching Nicole home, Jie msged me.. What a coincidence.. I do not have to wait in the car and waste my petrol..haha Reached home.. feels tired.. Tmr have to wake up early cos im having management class..

-kEv-

Relieved

2009-06-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh. I’m very grateful that all of my nightmares before this had gone. We had finally interviewed the Royal Klang Club’s(RKC) General Manager, Mr. Micheal Chang. Before I proceed with the interview, I would like to talk about what happened yesterday which make me damn pissed. We were planning for the interview which is on today and at the end of the day, CheeSiang told me that the Club manager had cancelled the appointment because he will be busy. I was like WTF? How can he do that? Our assignment due date was just around the corner and we had yet to gather any information and we didn’t have any back up plans. We thought of going for other company but the problem is most of them don’t have computerized system for their organization’s management. We would be lack of points and eventually our presentation marks will be low too. So we ended up continuing with the same plan which is RKC and we went today without making any appointment. LMAO. It light be rude that we went there without making any appointment. But luckily Mr.Micheal did slot his time for us and we eventually interviewed him. And I found out that there are some similarities between both of us, where we are having the same thought that a certificate doesn’t represent everything. Our perseverance and determination will lead us to success. He talks more onto how to be successful person instead of providing us with information on their management style. After the interview session, we head over to Aeon’s MCD for lunch and then Starbucks to start working on the presentation but nothing turned out. Due to some reasons I think. Met up with Liching and km at Starbucks. Helped Liching out with her assignments and went for a movie, Terminator Salvation. The movie was quite nice but not that interesting. I prefer a horror movie more than an action movie. What Liching said is true. I am gaining weights. Need to put on diet already. *Diet Mode Is Turned On* hahas.

Logging Off
kEv

Conclusion for the week

2009-05-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

Gosh. Sorry for leaving my blog deserted again. Recently I’m lazy to update. Lots of things happened. Lets begin with my college life first. Math lecturer, Mr. Ravi is getting worst. He tried to be strict but he didn’t make it. Everyone was making noise in his class because his lesson wasn’t interesting at all. Some of them slept in his class and he didn’t even bother to wake them up. His lessons wasn’t helping at all as he makes us even blur. I stick to my method of solving questions cause mine is simpler and easy. Why must he make it so complicated? Management lecturer, Mr. Shamin had been disappearing for a week. Left us behind with class test which is on Wednesday. Asked Anthony (one of the clerk there) to look after us. And seriously lots of them are copying and referring to books although it was a closed book test. I think Anthony pretended that he didn’t see anything because it is very obvious. He is just trying to help. But seriously it will just make them worst. Hopefully they know what they are going to face at the final exam. And last Friday, my college held a bowling competition. They make it compulsory for everyone to be present at that day and those who didn’t make it will face certain punishment. Actually I planned not to go because of transportation problem. But however I did manage to go over for around 3hrs. Sort of wasting my time though. Not that I don’t want to support my team k? Don’t misunderstood me. Anyway, congrats to SBP (my team) for obtaining 2^nd and 3^rd place. Back to my life. Recently I do hate peoples who have the ability to brainwash others. It’s okay if you did it in the right way. But the worst thing is that you used it to make other’s life miserable. Everyone in this world is not perfect. I understand that sometimes he is annoying and irritating. Although you don’t like him that much, you also shouldn’t brainwash others to hate him too. It is just a simple thing but you go and make it worst. Think for him as if you are in his position. How would you feel? Anyway I am still stick to maple. Mapling all day long and now my bishop level 143 already. Bought 2x exp card on Friday and till Saturday evening I total up 11 levels. Hehes. Not only me playing for sure. Me, my sis and 2 of my bros sharing the same account. Assisted by Hun too. Waiting for genesis to be level 20 till the next training session starts ;D I want it to be level 15x by the end of holiday.

Internet connection and Games

2009-05-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Recently I cant get to online due to the disconnection of Streamyx.. Disconnection lost for 3 days.. Hardly live without internet especially online games *maplestory*.. Called the service centre for more than 10 times and tried various troubleshootings but it still can connect.. Damn pissed off.. Till yesterday's afternoon where all of sudden if got connected.. Anyway nowadays have nothing to do at home.. Lazy to study.. Playing maple most of the time.. Maplestory Episode 2 is out.. Waiting for KOC characters to be out.. On the next patch i think.. Gonna power lvling again ;D Currently training my Bishop *lvl 131* Spamming Genesis all the way.. Hopefully can reach lvl 15x or mayb 16x by july or august ;D

Working it out and Jy's bday party

2009-05-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

The group assignment is getting better and better.. Trying to manage it well and hopefully by next week we can get to interview Royal Klang Club.. And the math test had been delayed.. to wednesday i think.. Cos im having my management test on wednesday too.. Management kinda troublesome to me.. Many theories to memorize.. But nothing gonna put me in trouble.. haha *perasan*

Last friday went to Jy's birthday celebration at Station One cafe.. Her exact birthday will be on tomorrow which is 25th of may.. Before this i did mistaken her bday and Mona's birthday.. I tot mona's bday suppose to come first.. Ps ah.. Km stated there 8pm.. But when i reach there which is around 8.20pm.. Only jerlin and christine reached -,- Waited for the rest to come.. A bunch of friends who consist of around 25 of them were there.. hardly communicate with each one of them as there was too many of them.. Anyway Happy Birthday Juh Yen!! ;D

Everything went messy

2009-05-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

As i said earlier on.. I am going to have my group assignment work which is to visit an organization and interview them.. My group who consist of Cheesiang(leader), Me, Darren, May and another guy(a guy who dont really mix with us).. Cheesiang had chosen Royal Klang Club as the company that we are going to visit.. Our lecturer Mr Shamin, wanna see the questions that we are going to ask during our interview session with the person incharge from Royal Klang Club on Wednesday.. Which means a day more to go and we had yet to gather and discuss bout it.. All the meeting was cancelled due to no reason.. Dont really know what is going on and some seems not to care about it.. I was expecting more.. But its seems to be hopeless.. Had to work it out myself.. Prepared the questions by myself.. As a backup incase there is really no outcome.. Im wondering whether will my very first group assignment will be a bunch of shit??

Some of my classmates are just being too playful.. I dont see any studying objectives in them for coming to college except to play.. They were enjoying chit chatting during the class and didnt pay attention in what the lecturer teaching.. You can play and chat.. But not when the class is on.. There is some time where you need to be serious.. This Wednesday we are going to have our math test.. Hopefully everyone score with flying colours..

Gathering

2009-05-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

Just came back from gathering at Asoka.. Ex BU students gathering.. Organised by Juhyen.. First of all i was having my sweet nap and my phone had plenty of missed calls.. By Jy, Wm, Km, Jiayi Ks and Joeanna.. Woke me up from my sweet dream.. Haha joking.. Ks came to pick me up.. The very moment i reached there.. I was shocked.. There were like almost every of them there.. The table is so damn long and crowded.. Hardly fit in due to my big size.. Lmao.. Dont really chat there.. Cos i have no topic and their topics seems to be different.. Have to suit myself back ad.. Overall the gathering was so so okay.. Glad to see those who came back from NS and those that been disappearing..

Recent life

2009-05-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

Well.. Sorry for leaving my blog deserted again.. Didnt update due to laziness and abundant of assignments given.. The assignments was rather easy for me cos i had learnt the format when i was helping liching out with her's earlier on.. My college life wasnt as tough as i expected.. Some told me that its just the beginning.. More challenges coming soon.. Kinda busy nowadays.. Working on the group assignment where we were asked to go to a company and interview them.. Questioning them bout their company background and so on.. Hopefully our group will be the most outstanding group.. Now i do really enjoy my college life with my new friends.. They really do care for others ;D That's all about my college life..

Talking bout my personal life.. Actually nothing much also.. Its just the same.. Just that i need to cut down my activities.. Totally broke and need to concentrate on my studies.. Rarely gather with ex classmates cos almost all of them were busy with their own business and we seems to be separated from one another.. Looking forward to a gathering but im having typical financial problem -.-

Oh ya.. Anyway yesterday was Hui Mei's birthday..Happy Birthday HuiMei!! That clumsy KiatSiang didnt inform us earlier that we gonna celebrate her birthday.. Last minute decision -.- Our management class ended at 1pm.. Went to BBQ plaza for lunch and Green box for happy hour session XD The greenbox session was terrific.. Everyone were enjoying themselves.. Had a nice moment with them.. Thanks Michelle for sending me home and Joeanna for financial back up ;x Didnt bring extra money -.-

Got You!!

2009-05-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

Well.. I had finally got into the senior's group.. Thanks to them for approaching.. A big gang who consist of sarcastic students.. Enjoyed myself hanging out with them.. They put me into their group for group assignment.. Need no worry that I will be left out cos my group mates are marvellous.. Get to know lots of them.. But too bad I cant remember any of their names.. Sry guys.. Anyway I felt that my college life starts now.. With this new gang of frens it would be joyful compared to a loner.. Damn nice!! -,-

Is Spm Deciding Your Pathway In Your Life?

2009-05-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

Maybe some thought that SPM will be the one which decides your future.. But honestly after graduating from High school with a SPM cert.. I find it rather useless.. The chances of getting a scholarship is very low nowadays as there are abundant of students with impressive results.. The are more competitive nowadays as the SPM standard is lowered.. Im not envying those who got the scholarship but this is to be exact as my friends, Peishin and Thiyagu who obtained excellent result in their SPM examination did not get their scholarship as well.. I find out that studying during secondary school is just to add on your knowledge in certain fields that you will be entering in the future.. Therefore what I wanna say here is that your college certificates will be the one that determines your future.. It is not too late if you didnt badly in your SPM as long as u struggle hard during your college or university.. Enjoy your schooling life as much as possible as the world that you might face in the future will be burdening and unexpectable..

P/S: Im not trying to say that you can just leave ur book and play all the time.. There are some knowledge from the secondary school syllabus that is useful and important for you to apply during your college.. You must still study and maintain ur achievement.. Dont get the wrong meaning.. Or else the goverment will come over and get me for polluting students mind.. lolx

-kEv-

College Life

2009-05-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Guess what.. My expected college life doesnt turn out to be what it should be.. Pretty sucks because the students there were like playful? not serious? Geez.. Didnt manage to know anyone of them yet.. Because they were not my type.. Im more to studies while they were more to chit chatting.. Am i too serious?? Haha.. Some of them were my seniors.. They came for retake.. So its quite hard for me to get into their group.. Feel weird if im the only junior among them.. Some of them were pretty nice too.. Will try to get along with them.. Time is needed in this case.. The worst thing is that no pretty girls there -.-" Hard time for me.. Haha

Lets talk bout my management class.. The lecturer was pretty cool.. Known as Mr Shamin.. Teaching progress was systematics.. Funny yet serious.. Good in briefing.. I like his class the most.. Asked us to form groups for group assignment.. But too bad i didnt get to mix with anyone yet.. Have to hand up the name list by tommorow.. Gonna find one..

Math class.. OMFG!! The most boring class i ever entered.. The lecturer,Mr Ravi make me fed up.. He will never be punctual.. Even for the first class.. He was late for half an hour.. Came in for few minutes then disappear for half an hour more.. Leaving behind those normal questions for us to complete.. I feel sleepy when im in his class.. We were learning basic statistics.. And he make it looks difficult while it was just the basic.. 3 hours just to taught us mean and mode?? Gosh.. Pretty low standard dude..

I know i cant expect much from such college.. But at least the lecturers should make it look professional.. Something that makes me curious and interested in.. Till now im not really enjoying my college life.. Hopefully it will be better when i got used to it.. ;D

You know that I had been searching for you
But you insist to hide and stay away from me
After I'd been struggling for so long
I'd finally found your hideout
But when im there to look for you
You werent there anymore
What I found is loneliness and boredom
Why are you running away from me
When you know that I needs you
I wouldnt have live any longer without you
Come back to me!!

-kEv-

Wtf??

2009-05-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Im not going to HELP college anymore.. ALC will be my choice.. Still stick to business.. Starting my class on next wednesday 6/5.. Dowan choose anymore.. Its wasting my time.. Dont really care bout the college's popularity.. As long as the cert is recognised.. Takes me 3.5 yrs to do till degree.. Express degree.. only take 1 year i think.. Finish earlier.. Can start my working life earlier too.. Money Money.. That's what all my mind is thinking of right now.. College life starts!! Yes!!

Tagged

2009-05-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Realplayer, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
-Be Mine-Robyn
>I will be fine if i have you right beside me

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF ??
- Speechless-The Veronicas
>Right song at the right question!! Im Speechless bout myself.. Actors everywhere.. You will know the true me if you are a true fren of mine

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Love Story-Taylor Swift
> A girl!! hmm.. Someone with a beautiful heart full with kindness, sincerity and love ;D

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Lonely-Britney Spears
> OMG!! Nice strike!! Im lonely without you.. When are you going to appear and brighten my dull life?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Big Girls Dont Cry-Fergie
>Be a successful person.. Live a happy life with my loved one.. Cherish everyone beside me

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- Secret Love-Mariah Carey
> Live a happy go lucky life.. Dont let a simple thing ruin your day =)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-Beautiful Eyes-Taylor Swift
> LMAO.. For sure i dont have beautiful eyes.. Public good probably? Im helpful? Im fat? haha!!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF ??
-Should Have Said No-Taylor Swift
> Lazy bump?? Cos i had been rotting at home for months.. Maybe they should had said no to whatever i requested.. Cos that makes me worst!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Rehab-Rihana
> Earn lots of money.. Cos i realized.. Its hard to survive without money nowadays.. $.$

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- With You-Chris Brown
> 4?? Or there is some meaning hiding behind this question?? @.@

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
-The Fear-Lily Allen
> KM!! He is a SPOILED BRAT!! ahahahahaha

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Best Friend-Toy-Box
> Swt.. Wrong timing.. Life story~~ hmm.. Have lots of stories.. Seriously wan me write it here??haha.. Read my blog will do..

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
~ SHut Up And Drive
> The MAN of everything!!! XD Daydreaming

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-What About Now-Chris Daughtry
> Omg!! Am i dreaming?? An angel appeared infront of me!! haha

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING ?
- Sober-Pink
> I dont think im going to dance.. Cos i dont know how to..

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit
> Yes!! The correct song.. They will regret for not appreciating me when im still living in this world.. 8D

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Home-Westlife
>Teasing Joeanna.. That makes me happy..haha Fatty!!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
-Closer-Ne-Yo
> Losing someone i love..

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Right Now(Na Na Na)-Akon
>Lame question.. Its ad a secret.. What make you think that i will tell it out here??

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
~Hot And Cold-Kate Perry
>I want her to appear in front of me now.. Dont keep me waiting.. Desperate freak -.-"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
~Never Be Replaced-1st Ladi
> You all will never be replaced!! Thanks for the loves that you all had poured on me.. Appreciate it alot

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Tatto-Jordan Spark
> As a post?? Haha..

People i wanted to Tag:
-Whoever who wanna be tagged *no force*

Mind Changes

2009-05-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Aeon to look for vacancies.. Tack Kien found me one.. At Watch Zone.. Went with Bryan.. Cause he is meeting KahLing there.. This time im really a light bulb.. haha.. Besides Watch Zone, went into several shops for interviews too.. Most of them said that they will call me up if they wanna hire me... The chances is kinda low @.@ After that we met up with KahLing and then went for movie.. "Mall Cop" I remembered i told Joeanna that I wont go see such movie because it for peoples with dull life.. I guess i have to take back my words.. Sorry Joeanna!! haha.. The movie was fantastic.. The sillyness of Paul Bratt makes us laugh like hell.. Enjoyed the movie very much.. After that we hang out around bukit tinggi area.. Got no place to head to..

Reached home around 5pm.. Had a talk with my mum about my future.. She asked me whether im sure to go for civil engineering.. I was like.. Errr.. Not really.. Then she recommend me to study business.. That was my plan before this.. Actually i do prefer Business more than Engineering.. Cause Business field suits me more.. And then she agreed that i study Business.. After discussing and gone thru all the colleges.. I chose HELP.. Reasons?? Let me list it out..

1) Me personally love Business more than Engineering.. Because Engineering course is tougher than Business..

2)In the aspect of time, Business course takes faster time to complete compared to Engineering.. I dont want to waste anymore time.. I wanna make it fast..

3)Im sorry to say.. Im quite good in socializing.. So i can survive in Business field..

4)Dont really like to stick at a place.. For example, Engineer works in an office.. I like travelling around to social and get more knowledge..

5)Why HELP? Cause its nearer to my house.. Where i can travel go and back everyday.. Cut down my cost.. The fees? Affordable.. The quality? Dont know till i attend it..

Well.. That explains all of it.. Gtg now.. Eyes closing and my bed is waiting.. Nitez

Dream of the day

2009-04-28T15:01:00.000+08:00

Sunday night i had a nice dream.. I dreamt of a girl.. Basically i dont really know who she is but it seems that i saw her before.. In real life i meant.. It was like a comedy show.. She's like an angel to me.. Someone trying to break us apart.. And she cried on my shoulder.. Sweet and romantic.. But too bad.. Was awaked by the alarm.. Can u ring a few hours later?? Or many a few minutes more?? Haha.. It was a nice dream.. How good if it doesnt end there.. My Monday was accompanied by a smile on my face.. I smiled the whole day i think.. I must be crazy.. Hahaha.. But to be exact.. My life is going to be dull if i keep on staying at home doing nothing.. I need a job urgently.. If anyone of you got vacancy to intro.. Please put me at the first priority.. Because im good.. wahahaha..

Outings

2009-04-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

Haiz. God damn it tired. Helped out in organizing a bbq party at ahlee's house. Which is on Friday's night. Went to ahlee's house earlier to set up all the things. But when i reached there den we noticed there are lots of things that we missed out. Rushed out to buy all the things and ended up the bbq party have to be delayed.. Setting up the fire took us almost an hour.. Ahlee's family members teased up by saying that there are so many of us and we cant manage to set up the fire.. LMAO.. Finally after working hard on that stupid fire for hours, we manage to start bbq-ing.. We were expecting more to show up but it turned up to be lesser than our expectation.. Peggy and Yizheng didnt show up.. Mona and Terence went off early.. Go dating.. Maybe.. Haha.. Kept on eating and bbq-ing.. Was accompanied by the laughters from Ahlee's sisters.. His family is really nice and friendly.. Most of them left early.. Leaving me,kevin,jieyee,jason and ahlee behind.. We offered to clean up ahlee's house as we borrowed his place for the event.. But his family members said that they will get it done by themselves.. Paiseh yea.. Got home around 1 am and tmr morning have to get up early.. For the prize giving ceremony at school..

Its Saturday..Woke up at 7am.. Saw Thiyagu's msg saying that he will be late later.. Got ready by 8.. Have to wear formal -,- Fetched Bryan to school and we found out that the prizes will only be given out late.. After all the performances.. So we went to Asoka for breakfast.. When we got back.. its just about to be our turn.. And the good news is Thiyagu wasnt there yet.. Miss wong was rushing me to call him and etc.. idiot him..haha.. After the ceremony.. Fetched Nicole Bryan and km to Aeon.. today is for sure the happiest day for Bryan as Kahling was at Aeon too.. Finally he got the chance to date her.. Haha.. Before meeting up with kahling and xinyi.. We went for a movie.. "Coming Soon"!!!! Its a nice movie.. MUST watch.. I jumped and shouted in terror.. Twice i think.. Very scary and nice story line.. Later on we hanged out around Aeon.. Saw Liching and Wanmin at starbucks.. Acting to be hardworking.. Doing homework wor.. I think they were spotting for guy more.. Hahaha.. Had our lunch at BBQ Plaza.. Had a nice bombing and teasing session there.. And lots of unexpected things happened.. But its okay.. still enjoy it.. Went home at around 4 pm.. Sent Nicole back..Then slacked at km's house before sending bryan back.. The moment i reached home.. My body was like shutting down.. Too tired ad.. Had a good sleep ;D

Moody Sunday.. The moment i woke up i ad feel that it gonna be a weirdy day.. As im not in the mood at all.. Spent my whole day watching movie borrowed from km.. Joeanna asked me to for movie.. But too bad.. Im having typical financial problem here.. Then km called me up.. Asked me whether i wanna go yamcha or not.. WANMIN fetch.. And km say he wanna treat me.. So i went.. Dont really talk much.. I seems to be looking for something.. But the weird thing is that i dont know what am i looking for.. Weird~ Later going Aeon with jie and kfoo again.. Hopefully i found what i want..haha.. Tomorrow is gonna be a new day for me.. I hate today.. haha ;D

Untitled

2009-04-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

I dont really know what to say.. Although you asked me to be guilty over what had happened but im still at fault.. Maybe i shouldnt mention bout it to anyone.. I didnt know that it will become worst and hurt you.. I know you dont like "her" *I think its better to hide ur identity..I dont want more rumours to spread around..Hope you dont mind* to know about ur things.. Cos you mentioned bout it before.. Its my mistake for not telling "him" to keep this secret.. Maybe "he" slipped out when he was talking to "her".. Its my sillyness.. Im sorry again for letting you down after this while.. All this wont happen if there is no me..

And for "her" dont tease her okay.. Dont give her anymore difficulties..
Those who know.. I hope that u all can stop it ad.. I dowan this to ruin my relationship with her..
Thx for the cooperation

Dillemma

2009-04-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

Ahh.. Okay.. This is making me sick.. The very first thing is that i might not get the scholarship from The Star.. Why i say so?? This is because the intake for Inti University College is just around the corner which is on 29th of April.. And to day itself is already 22nd.. So currently letting go The Star Education Fund.. Called UTAR and they told me that i had yet to submit 2 photocopied of my actual spam results.. WTF i ad posted it to them months ago.. Now den they tell me they had yet to receive?? Nvm forget it.. Post again -,- Hopefully i can settle down all my college stuffs asap.. And look for a job.. Enough of rotting at home.. Effing boring..

These few days i kept thinking bout this girl S.. Have no idea why is S keep popping up in my mind..I have feeling towards her or i am just feeling lonely and wanna find a mate?? Recently my frens keep asking me when am i going to find a gf.. Some say that because they ad have one.. So i must get one too.. Some say they scared that i might be bored and lonely.. A mate will cherish up my life.. But do i really need 1?? Maybe this is one of the reason why i kept thinking bout S.. S is a girl that makes me being protective against her whenever and wherever i was with her.. She is just simply adorable and innocent.. Still doubting my feelings towards her.. What i am looking now is a true love.. Sick of puppy loves which end up either party getting hurt.. I dont dare to take the risk as she is someone i appreciate and cannot bare to lose.. So i choose to wait.. When i am sure that she is the one that i am looking for.. And the one who will accompany me throughout the rest of my life without sighing.. I will go for her.. Definitely not now.. Let time prove it..

Dont ask me who S is.. Cause i wont tell out.. I dowan this to be spread all over and scared her off..
For my best frens.. Gimme a bit of privacy k?? hahahaha.. thanks for ur care ;D

No Fate With Cars

2009-04-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

Geezz.. had a bad week
It started when I starts to drive
Borrowed an auto car from my grandpa
He rarely use it
Parked at home all the time
So i borrowed it to drive
And guess what
The very 3rd time i drive
The car spoiled
Was on my way to fetch Bryan Khengli Nicole and KahLing for yamcha
After they finished their basketball competition
The gear stucked at N(dont really know what it indicates)
Tried switching the car off and on again
But it just dont work
Damn embarrassing
So many of them there LMAO
Phoned mum and sent the car to the nearest mechanic shop
Missed the yamcha --
The mechanic said the gear's cabal had spoiled
Use too long never change ad
And it cost me RM250
Mum paid for it ;x
The next day after the incident
Mum asked me to fetch kayyong(my bro) to school
She wanna see my driving skills on a manual car
Which is my mum's Avanza
On the way to school
Near the Petronas station
I nearly crash a Mercz
I wanna cut into his lane
I saw him by my side mirror
But i didnt know he was that near
I was in gear 4 accelerating
And the speed is around 70+ i think
So all of a sudden I cut into his lane
He brake and horn at me
Damn it
I was freaking out at that time
Im surely gonna get it if i crashed his car
Luckily he managed to brake
And so fortunate he didnt come down from his car and scold me
But too bad.. Got scolded from mum LOL
Dont really know how to drive manual
Cos the changing gear stuff sucks
After all the incidents
Learned 1 important thing
It is not a need to drive fast
The most important is still ur live LMAO
Spent my whole week hanging out with km joe bra and kl
Currently waiting for The Star Education Fund to approve my scholarship
If i got it.. I will be in Inti Nilai
With Kevin Wanmin and JuhYen
Pray hard that i got it!!

Scratched my car?!?!

2009-04-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for yamcha with km joe and thiyagu
Km is so damn it late
Me joe and Thiyagu went to mamak 1st
Then only i go fetch km
So damn ma fan
When we were halfway chit chatting
A rubbish truck (MPK) passed by
One of the worker wearing SMKBU's T-shirt
At the very moment we were like so damn embarrassed
The worker is not our school's student as what km said
Maybe our student threw their T-shirt and the worker picked it up
So he was wearing it..Cos the T-shirt look quite new to me..
Dono which lazy freak less go for PJ period..haha
After that went back home
And I was called by daddy
He asked me whether did i drive the car just now??
I answered yes and he showed me the scar of the scratch
It was a big scratch.. Kinda deep..
But am I the one who did it??
I drive carefully and there is no way i didnt notice that i scratched on something
Damn it.. LMAO
Luckily didnt get scolding..haha

Friends outing

2009-04-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

Back to my daily life ;D
Last saturday a gathering was held
Organized by me and wanmin
Unfortunately im late for it
I should be there by 11am
But reached there at 1pm -.- with kelming
Need to settle something for my dad
That's why i am late
Paiseh ah
When me and km reached greenbox
Wanmin,Mona,Joeanna,Juhyen and KS is there
Skipped the greenbox session
Bought 6 "My Bloody Valentine" tickets
Invited Liching along
Juhyen and KS went for another movie
The movie "My Bloody Valentine" is kinda scary
But most of the time we were laughing..Weirdo
I remember where i shouted at one of the shocking scene
Mona covered her eyes
So the naughty me trying to pull her hands down
While i was pulling her hands
I looked back to the screen and then back to her
All of a sudden when i looked back to the screen
The stupid guy go bang the door and i got shocked
Shouted and jumped.. LOL
I heard that km enjoy watching the movie with liching wor
Woots..Liching, km is a nice guy!! haha
After the movie,mona and joeanna went back
wanmin and liching went for shopping
Me and km met up with juhyen and ks at mcd
Lee, kevin and JE joined us there
After some chit chatting all of us decided to go home
Need to attend grandpa's birthday party
Enjoy the party very much
Dare not drink so much anymore
Scared later drunk and all the suffering things happens again
But the alcoholic drink they brought is very nice
A bottle of 20 years old XO and a bottle of 18years old Chivas
Anyway Happy 72nd Birthday Grandpa ;D
Didnt get the chance to take any photo -.-

-Friends- Thiyagu

2009-04-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

Opps sorry for taking such a long time to update my blog..
Kinda lazy ;x Next i wanna talk bout thiyagu
The Big Bull @.@
Knew this siao kia since form 4.. First met him at delta chiliung..
Always sit at the most front sit and acting innocent..haha
He is a brilliant student.. Always achieve excellent results..
We have the same aim..Which is to beat down Peishin..
But she is way too good..cant beat her in any of the test or exam..lol
Although we always compete during exams but our relationship is still that good..
We wont be like others who are selfish.. We still share our knowledge and correct one's mistake..
He is the one who make me have to inspiration to work hard in my studies..
Cos when i see him studying i will feel uneasy.. End up studying with him..lols
He helped me in lots of things..when i am facing trouble with teachers or anything he will help out..
But he is god damn it lazy..always throw his president jobs to me..Shit him..
He is different from others..usually those big size person will be very tough..
But he...Big size but useless..Make a guy fall for him sommore..
The incident where tiu admit he like thiyagu will always be in our mind..
We wont stop teasing you bout it..haha..Wanna know the whole story?? read kelming's blog XD
All the best Doctor Thiyagu ;D

Friends -JuhYen-

2009-04-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

JuhYen Aka Bony bone ^^ My dearest friend since im form2
Pretty, smart but too skinny..haha..it will be miracle if one day u see her becoming fat..
She just wont get fat no matter how much she eat..that's weird ;D
Her skinny bony look.. wheee =P
Really skinny huh??
She is a low profile girl..rarely social..but a nice gal..
She know lots bout my past.. The notty and stupid me..haha
Dont tell others k?? We used to hang out everyday and before joeanna came..
Me and liekuan like to disturb her the most..Keep on teasing her..Cos i remember there is a guy named junkiet admire her..wahhahaa
Used to compete with each other during exams..but ziyi always got 1st >.< Her connections very slow..always cant get what we were talking about.. When we changed to another topic d..she still asking bout the previous one.. so swt.. Go get a better line!! haha.. She is an independent girl..dont really asked for any helps.. Thats good..keep it up..but dont too burden urself..need any help ask from KS XD I really appreciate you as a friend of mine and hopefully our friendship will last forever.. You had accompany me and others for long years and care for us.. Thank you very muchy..haha loves x3

To Be Continue

2009-04-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

More updates on friend tmr.. tired.. just finished basketballing with my frens..

Friends -Angel-

2009-04-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

Oh My ANGEL!!! LMAO
Angel is really an Angel..Well you get what i mean??
Some say that a girl look like an angel just because she is pretty..
But this Angel im talking about not only pretty but beautiful.. Inner beauty i meant..
Her angelic look ^^
Hmm lemme start with the first day i know her..At TS Kua Tuition centre
Went to the same chemistry class as her's..The very first moment she came in I got stunted by her look..She is so pretty..Sincerely ;D
But then when the class started for few mins.. My thought changed..
I asked myself.. "Why this girl so talkative one??" ROFL..
She cant stop talking behind and i dont think that she concentrate in class..
When teacher asked her questions she will like "Ahhhh..Ohhhhh.Eeeee.." Haha
After sometime she still manage to answer it tho 'D
Dont really talk to her in class..Or should i say never??
The very first time talking to her is via Frenster.. LOL
Till she transferred into my school..My class really full of lenglui -.-
Took this opportunity to know her better.. She is a damn buddy de friend..
Need help?? Ask her can ad ;D I still remember she helped me to organize the genting trip..
Thanks again ya 8D
Ok back to her Meritssssssssssssss^∞(The number of "s" show how good she is)
She is the only one that i think she is nearest to perfection..
Her attitude, her elegant look, her beautiful heart and for sure her smile is like OMG!!~~~
I really like the way she is.. As a friend for sure.. No other meanings ;D
She cares towards her friend but ignore totally bout others..
Like what others say bout her.. All the fake things for sure..
She just heck care lar.. Let them say lor.. And i like this point..
Why must we care bout what others say bout us when we know that its fake??
Why should we waste our time and saliva on explaining something that is not true??
From her i learnt all this.. We shouldnt make our life complicated.. Be a happy go lucky person..
Enjoy everyday of out life.. Dont let a stupid joker ruin our day..haha
Really a great lesson.. Appreciate it a lot.. Xie xie^^
One more thing.. She is fantastic in doing sales.. She sell lenses and etc..
It is really a waste for her for not going into business field..
But i believe that u will do well in law too =)
She is also the only gal(except peishin for sure) that make me feel that she can excel in studies..
She is serious in studies..When exams or SPM is just around the corner you will see her with her panda eyes.. ;D Keep it up girl.. You always have my supports!!

Friends -Leevee-

2009-04-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

LeeVee..Hmm..How to describe her..

She is pretty, nice and arrogant with princess attitudes..

Her princessly look ;D loves

Her handbags is her everything.. She loves collecting handbags..

Its her hobby i think.. A lot of people misunderstood her..

Thinking that she like to show off her wealthness..

Those who think so is totally wrong..

Everyone has a hobby and they have right to do whatever they want..

Her existence might be nothing to others but not me..

Although sometimes her attitude sucks.. But i still understand her..

She is just being herself..Dont like her attitude??Cant endure it??

Then sorry to say Goodbye =p

She is a really tough one..She had confronted different types of people in her life..

Those who envy her..Hate her..Cursed her..Humiliated her..

We shouldnt just look at her bad sides..She had lots of merits that we might not notice..

She is way too good to be a buddy..

When a friend having a trouble she will always help out..

She is the type of girl who dowan to see her friends being troubled..

Her words are trustable too..She did whatever she promised..

I love talking to her..cos she can be sarcastic along with me..

They joy that we had during our secondary life will always on my mind..

Very nice to be a friend of yours.. Stay the way you are as long as you are happy with it..

Loves <3>

Friends -Joeanna-

2009-04-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

Joeanna Tan aka CRO?Chou Ji Tan(smelly eggs)?Dua Pui Po(Fatty)?
She is the one with plenty of nicknames.. And recently i found her a new nickname "Dua Pui Sai"
Which means fat shit..haha..Whenever we call her by her nickname she will be freaked out..
This is her shit look

She sure cursing me by now..haha..I like to disturb her lots..
The way she respond back is so damn funny..and it makes me keep on disturbing her
But the very weird thing is that now.. or i should say yesterday.. she changed..
Gosh.. there is no more fun..putting spell on her so that she can back to normal ;D
Joe.. still remember the first day i know you?? i think i was the 1st guy ib the class to talk to her..
Her mum and her escorted by the clerk into my class
And her mum was talking to Mona..They know one another..
She sat down there quietly.. Act innocent pulak..
After 2-3 days pattern all come out ad..The loudspeaker!! haha
Then I went over to ask for her name cos im the vice president at that time..
I heard her mum said this "Wah..So fast got a guy approach ad??"
I was like LMAO..She with her curly hair at that time was like my auntie sia.. haha
But then once she straighten her hair.. Gosh.. Became uglier.. =X
Joking lar..dont angry k?? became prettier and nicer.. Song bo(satisfied)??
Talking bout song..Dont ever let her open her mouth and sing..
All the glasses will break down..haha.. that's why we call her the CRO breaker..
Once she sing everyone will like "Joeanna pls stop...PPPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAASSSSEEEEE!!"
wahahahahahahahaha..I know u surely gonna burst when u read this.. Dont k?? still got lots to say
She is an experienced BSMM too..We have lots of memory when we were in BSMM..
With all the marching, training, activities and so on..
She like to act serious when she was training other members..When she was commanding..
I laugh non-stop..den during training..she apply the whole sun block mosturizer on her..Crazy 1
She complains a lot..day till nite complaining this and that ;D
Never mirror herself ad start complainging..muahahaha.. Kaboom!! JOKING
She is a nice friend tho..Always by my side when i need her..
Not to help me..is to add on fire.. and let me die terribly..haha
Okay~ She did brought happiness to my life.. Her companion is really a thing in my life..
I cant imagine my life without a funny and playful friend like her..
Thanks for not angry at me over all the disturbance i did to you..
I remember there is a moment where we share most of our ups and downs together..
That is the moment where i felt my life is really fun..
Whenever im emo-ing you will come to me and comfort me..
You taught me something which is really good..which is we should let go our past..
And strike for the future.. You are more like a sister to me..
There is no doubt having a friend like you to accompany me throughout my life ;D
Thanks ya Dua Pui Po ;D

Friends -WanMin-

2009-04-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

Next is the WanMing the so called Boyish girl by KM
She aint boyish actually..Perhaps she is more to adorable for me
But dont too perasan hor ;D We used to call her Ang Dao Beng
Dont really remember why we call her so
And this is a photograph of her
So elegant 8D
I can say that she is my closest girl friend..Like to crap along
I got to know her when she transferred to our school..Juhyen and the rest were like
"Hey there is a lenglui from my addmath tuition joining our school"
So i was curious when they say so..So i went to the office and check out
The very 1st moment i saw her i was like.. "Wat the..Mushroom head??" Paiseh ah WM
But the worst thing is that she tot im a chindian.. ZZZ
Lets go deeper into her..She is some sort of friendly girl
She can get along easily with anyone..Which is very good..
But girl..Being friendly also must have a limitation..
Besides that she is damn good in gossiping..
When comes to the gossip session she will be the most outstanding 1..
Always asked me to teach her how to do her homework..
I should say always asked me to do her homework instead..haha
Wanming also belongs to the electric family.. She is very good in electric-ing boys..haha
Most of the guys will fall for her.. Including me ;x
Fall for her once.. But then after that feeling gone =x
So didnt confess or court her..haha Lucky me!! Joking
I think we should invent an anti-electric glasses or lenses for her..haha
Last time she used to make me feel that she is relying on me..
But then now.. Im glad that she is independent..
She had grown up.. From a baby girl to an auntie..LOL
Nowadays summore talk theories to me..Dont become granny can ad ;D
Hmm for me she is a really good girl..she care for me too..
Whenever i got bullied by others(by throwing tones of work to me and usually i will help them out)
she will tell others not to burden me.. She gave me lots of useful and meaningful advise that had changed my life too.. And from her i get to understand girls better..
She willingly lend me her hands whenever i need her.. She brighten my life when i felt darkness..
Im really proud to have such a kind, caring, loving and pretty friend like her..
I wondering what am i now without you and km.. What both of you did and said really helpful..
Regret of having you as a friend of mine?? NO WAY!! I really feel grateful ;D
Loves ya auntie WanMin x33

Friends -KM-

2009-04-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

Ohh Okay..Since Km and the rest had posted their thought of their friends..So at here i might as well write bout my friends..Lemme start with someone that is really sentimental..Soo Kel Ming Aka Kambing..This is a photograph of him
Looks so like a kambing right?? XD
Basicly he is my closest, best, true and lamest friend ;D
I still remember the first day i met him in school
Sitting behind me with Ziyi talking all the craps
Some of you might not believe that once upon a time during form 2 and form 3
Km is a total nerd boy..His number of friends in school can be counted by fingers
He used to be the studious type..Same gang with Ziyi
Those who just got to know him surely cant imagine how he funny and nerdy he is
But however i still win him in studies..Work harder lar bro..haha

But thing changes when he entered form 4..Maybe influenced by me
He became someone who can social well.. Even better than me
His number of friends increase tremendously..His friends are the thing that he always proud of
Keep showing off his friends..He became someone who we can talk to
He is a good listener anyway..Always helped me out with brilliant solutions
After me, he became the secret keeper.
Thanks for replacing me.. Cause you really did well in keeping other's secrets..
But dont keep treaten us with what u know lar..ZZZ
All of us trust you and talk to you bout everything..
He is a very steady person instead..He remain calm when there is a problem arise..
But he sucks when he come to love..Ok i know what you going say next..
I even sucks right??haha.. He used to love a girl deep into his heart..
Till he cant concentrate in whatever he is doing.. The very first time he confess to her is the moment where me and jiajia LOL..After being rejected summore need treat us eat dimsum..haha
Although me and him are really close to one another, there is still the very one time where we fought..That incident where misunderstandings happened between us nearly broke our brotherhood..
Luckily we had overcome it..We swear that there will no such incident happening on us next time..
We never lie to one another..We tell out directly wad we are unhappy with either one of our attitude or doings..And Km dont worry..I wont make the same mistake twice..
I really appreciate you..You just wont stop helping me..
I knew whatever u told others(eg. ask others to stop using me, not to hurt my feelings, not to flirt at me and broke my heart) You might tot that i didnt know all these..
I really glad that i had someone like you who is so damn care bout me..
I know it sound gayish but its true..None of my fren know me as well as you do..
Im really grateful of every advise u gave me.. You thought me how to be a better person..
Sometimes i even thought of why cant i just be like you? You might not be that good in studies..
But you are perfect in social world.. Thanks god for sending you to be a friend of mine..
A brother instead..Brothers Forever!! lol -.-

My Life

2009-04-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

Bored, Tired, and Annoyed
These 3 words explain how my life is

Im bored of staying at home doing nothing
I should find a work instead
But there are just some circumstances within it
By the time passes, I had become lazier
I ate a lot, played a lot
But less activities and chores done
I've been sitting in front of my computer for weeks
Addicted to my computer games
Im gaining in weigh
Always have my snacks with me
And that's bad for health ;x
Friends are falling apart
Most of them were busy with their college life
Some went to NS and some just disappeared
I used to hang out with this gang of friends
But nowadays there are like gaps between me and them
When we hang out together i felt left out
Cant get into them anymore
Maybe this is due to the less "yamcha" and understanding
Hopefully it will be back to normal

Tiredness
As my friends had started their college
I was like flooded with assignments
It was like I am the one who is in college now. LMAO
Im just being helpful
Cause i understand that
They hardly cope with plenty of assignments at a time
And i got to learn a lot of things
But in the process i can feel the tiredness of college life
I thought that college life will be fun
But its like im totally wrong
This is the life that m going to face soon
When my college life starts

Recently got annoyed by a lot of things
Strangers in game
Disturbance from others
Msges telling all the nonsense
Doing all the things that i dislike and unwillingly
Im like so fucked up with all these @.@
Cant i live like a normal person - -"

Anyway welcome Kelming to Blog
This is his link
Feel free to check it out
http://km-keruminsu91.blogspot.com/

2009-03-31T11:44:00.000+08:00

29th March

Didnt do much thing today
Due to the sickening night
Woke up with the headache still
Kfoo vomited again
LMAO
Being nagged by parents
"Dont ever drink that much again!!"
Played some games and slept again
Kinda nervous for tomorrow's driving test
Anyway congrats Jy and Wm on passing their driving lesson ;D

30th March

Helped my parents in the morning
Bath and had my breakfast
Walk around the house
Dont know what to do
Im sicked of staying at home
Uncle came early to pick me up
He told me that he will come to pick me up at 12.30pm
But then he showed up in front of my house at 11.30am
Quickly get ready and departed
Reached the centre at 12pm
It was crowded with peoples
They are having their driving text
Waiting for their turn instead
Registered at the counter
And the lady told me 1.30 then the counter is open
WTF 1.30?? its only 12 right now
Sat there like a stupidy
Didnt met anyone i know there
Spent my time sms-ing with Jie and KitTheng and talking on phone with Wm
Wm damn funny. Lost in her campus -.-
After that the counter is opened
Registered and went to do parking and mount hiking
Not much people volunteered to do 1st
So few guys including me started 1st
The car that i chosen is damn lousy
There are some problems with the clutch
The owner of the car told me that = ="
Luckily i passed
On The Road time!!
Every went on well
Cause i bribed!! ;x
If didnt bribe i wont be able to pass
Nono. Should say the officer wont let me pass
Cause they want us to bribe
My cousin went for the test 2nd time
And fail twice cause didnt bribe
If u bribe u would have saved a lot of money
But it is still bad to bribe. Haha
So i will be getting my license this friday
Wooohoooo
But too bad
Mum said that need to undergo several personal training tho
Cause my skills are still not that good
Sad =S

-kEv-

Drunk -.-"

2009-03-31T11:03:00.000+08:00

Congratulation Chai Ling and Her Husband!!

28th March

Woke up early in the morning
Attended driving lesson
Overall its okay
Gonna have my driving test on next monday
Its freaking hot here
Reached home took a shower then have a nap
Tonight have to attend ChaiLing's Wedding Dinner
Got ready by 5pm
Went over to grandpa's house
Met up with my siblings
Had a chit-chat session
All of my aunts and girl's cousin were busy make up
Reached Taman Rashna Restaurant at around 7 something
The crowd is getting packed when time passes
While waiting for the dinner to start
We had our photographing session
Took lots of photos

Me and ZheChingMe and ZheWen

Me and XinYi
Me and AhChun
Me, Kfoo and My Uncle
Front: Me and Jie
Back: SeeYi and ChaiThing
Me, Jie and Mummy

After that dinner starts
While enjoying my meal
Drank lots of alcoholic drinks
Wines and another 2 more types of alcohol
Anyhow mixed and drank
Ended up Drunk -.-
You can see how red my face is
But im still ok
Compared to Kfoo
He vomited on our way back home
ROFL

My Grandpa, Uncles and Aunts
This is the reason why im so drunk

This is how i look like on that night

High liao ;x

Me and Jie when im drunk -.-

On that night im suffering like hell
Having severe headaches
Not feeling well
Whole body is like so damn warm
My stomach is full of alcohols
Did not sleep well that night
Mummy took care of me and Kfoo
LOLs

-kEv-

Boring Life

2009-03-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

Ahhh Okay
Guess what
These few days I got no topics to post
Just carried out my daily routine
Wake up, eat, play, sleep
Didnt really go for any outing except today
Went to Greenbox with Km Bryan And Khengli
Still having my flu
So cant sing really well
Hardly breath when singing
Nose stucked -.-
But its getting better
Today's driving lesson sucks
Got scolded by uncle when i was practicing driving on highway
I kept on anyhow step the accelerator
Can you imagine at a crowded round-about i stepped the accelerator.
Nearly bang a car ;x
When going back to the centre
I dont know what the hell am i thinking
And ended up drove pass the centre
The uncle scolded me terribly
And he said even though i bribed
The examiner still wont let me pass with this type of driving skills
SWT -.-"
After that i asked what is my mistakes
And he hoped that i can do better tomorrow
Tomorrow 7.30AM!! have to go for driving lesson
Anyway tomorrow going to attend my cousin's wedding dinner
Got to go

Buaiss

-kEv-

Driving Lesson

2009-03-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today is my second day having my driving lesson.
Woke up at 7 because the uncle is picking me up at 8.
But then i waited till 9.
He didnt show up.So i called the uncle and asked him.
He said he's busy at that time.
Some students having driving test.
And he will pick me up at 10 or maybe 11.
Finally he showed up at 10.
He drive me to the place where we train.
Actually i should be the one driving there.
But due to the rain. He drive.
The weather is frigging cold and a had a bad flu.
Reached there he taught me the parking, 3 points turn and driving up the hill.
At first i did it well. After sometime i forgot most of it d -.-
Then, the uncle asked me whether i want to take the test today? *shocked*
He said my driving skills qualified and i can go for test if i want.
Before i start the test, the examiner asked me to try driving in a different car 1st.
And the car is totally sucks.
No matter how hard i push the clutch.
The gear just wont go in. WTF!!
After testing with the lamo car, i told the uncle to postpone the test.
Maybe i will have it on the 30th.
Good news to Bryan, Khengli and Nicole.
I will get my license 5 days after i passed my test.
Wooohooo ;D

Got back home at around 12.45
When was about to leave uncle's car.
My phone dropped in his car.
Luckily i noticed it.
Then i cant find my house key.
I was searching all over his car while uncle called the owner of the lamo car.
Scared i dropped my key in his car.
I told the uncle it's okay.
I will just wait for mummy.
So he left.
I waiting outside the gate >.<
When mummy got home i told her that i lost the house key.
She said this:
"Stupid..You didn't bring your house key also. It's at the table."
ROFLMAO. I didnt bring it along and i was seeking for it?
So clumsy ;D
Ate some medicine and had a nice nap :P
Currently seeking for job while waiting for my college to start.
Bored of siting at home.
Tomorrow have to wake up early again.
Uncle picking me up at 7.30!!
Gtg now.
Bbyes

My Life

2009-03-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

Today i had learnt something very important that determine my life.
Which is not to be too straight forward and to be a meddler.
What you said is true.
Im a straight forward person till it could gets me into trouble.
I did things without thinking twice.
I would just follow or do what others asked me to.
I thought i had changed my habit as a meddler but it seems like it doesnt work out well.
I thought that i was just helping out.
But in the other way im not.
What i said may make things worst.
And the worst part is i might be blamed.
For what i did and said.
I should had changed earlier on.
But it's still not too late.
Thanks for yelling at me and woke me up.
I appreciate it a lot.
Sorry for letting you down.
There is no more next time.

Guys and Girls.
No more asking me whether should you commit in any relationship with a girl or boy.
I cant comment anything on someone.
I shouldn't judge them and influence how you feels towards them.
Ask deep into your heart and find the answer.
Don't let others ruin the relationship.
Still the same old phrase.
"Studies always come first"

Chai Ling's Wedding

2009-03-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

Today is my cousin's *Chai Ling's* wedding.
Went to the buffet dinner at her house last night.
Met a lot of relatives and some friends there.
Went home around 11pm.
Cause the next morning have to wake up around 5am.
The Bridegroom is coming over at 6 to pick her up.
We have to be there before 6.
Gathered at aunt's house.
The bridegroom came without the flower.
I think he is too nervous ;D
And went over to the bridegroom's house at 8.
Buffet again -.-
After all that, went to UTAR open day at Setapak's campus.
Registered myself there.
Finally i had decided to study there.
Registered under Civil Engineering course.
Have to do my foundation in PJ campus.
Going to visit the PJ campus this saturday.
The application form sucks.
Especially the hatching part.
Damn sleepy.
Slept on the way back home.
And the hot weather sucks.

Basketball Competition

2009-03-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

Today woke up early in the morning.
Promised Sun Nu *Nicole* to support her for her basketball match at school.
The girls are having friendly match against convent.
While the boys against La Salle.
So i go over to slack.
But then end up being the point writer *what ever u all call it*
It's nice but then being BBQ there.
The weather is so damn it hot.
Now got sun burn -.-
Anyway the under 15 girls played well.
Won against convent.
Nicole did very well.
Just that you missed some points.
Good Job ;D
Under 15 boys lost to Lasalle by 1 point -.-
Under 18 girls lost to convent.
Most of the players not there.
Raja Zarina's girls allied with our school's team.
Under 18 boys lost to Lasalle too.
Because in the first quarter already got arguments in their team.
Someone too solo *not to mention who*
The funniest thing is that Mr.Bra and Khengli is like brothers.
They have more teamwork.
But then they are being separated.
As for their captain *Mr.Bra*.
Be more strict against your teammates.
They don't listen to you at all.
And better plan your strategies well.
Anyway all of you played well.
Hope to see the improvements During MSSD

My Bad

2009-03-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

I think its time for me to confront you with all the conflict or misunderstanding for these few months.
First of all i don't mean to hurt you.
I realized that you fall for me from the way u treats me.
Or maybe what i did had made you so.
I'm sorry for that.
I have to pull back and I know that when i did that to you you were down to the bottom and frustrated.
I was forced to do so cause i don't want you to fall even deeper into me.
I treat you as a close and best friend of mine.
Maybe what I did is some sort of flirting *where you always say i do* but I don't really mean it.
It's my fault to do such thing to you and pull back all in a sudden.
I know you hate me a lot and totally understand that.
I used to hate what "she" did to me and unfortunately I did that to you.
I'm not asking for any forgiveness here as i know I don't deserve it.
The last but not least, I'm sorry.

Just trying it out

2009-03-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

Saw the physology test in wanming's blog
It describe her perfectly
Like what i see in her
So i tried it out too
This is the website http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
And the result i got is

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Disappointments

2009-03-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Sorry for leaving my blog deserted again.
And guess what. I resigned again.
Because of? Being molested.
FTW? LOL.
Remember the malay girl that fetching me back?
She keep hug me from behind,hold my hand and etc.
Don't worry we didn't make out. Haha
It was so damn disgusting.
If she's pretty and slim. Why not?
But the problem is she's ugly and fat.
*Sorry no offence here*
I told my supervisor about it.
And she said her brain got something wrong one.
She asked me not to leave.
But i insisted. So she got no choice but to let me go.
On the last day of my work.
Which is on monday 9/03.
She told the malay girl about it.
Right in front of me.
I was stunted for few seconds.
Then i quickly stand aside.
The malay girl gave me a some kind of look.
I faster run away.
Cause her husband is there.
And her husband is a foreigner.
In case she told her husband the wrong thing and her husband assault me.
Getting my salary on monday 16/03.
I need money desperately $.$
Currently broke.

Today is my SPM results day.
Guess what i got.
7a1 1a2 1b3 1b4
A1:BM BI ADDMATH MATH PHYSICS CHEMISTRY SEJARAH
A2:MORAL
B3:EST
B4:BIOLOGY

Damn disappointed in it.
Expecting 10a's.
But got this type of "rojak" result.
Anyway grats Peishin on getting 11a1
Thiyagu 10a1 1a2 2b3
Ziyi 6a1 2a2 1b3 1b4 1c5

Since i got A1 in physics and addmath.
I changed my mind.
Going for engineering.
Try my best to get a scholarship.
Currently looking for college.
Going to college's open day and education fairs.
Hopefully can get something there.
I'll be busy with all these.
So dont blame me if i didnt attend any gathering or maybe a "yamcha" session.

Back To Work

2009-03-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

Guess what.
I'm back to work again.
Back to Footmaster.
Transportation problem kinda solved.
Hanna fetching me back.
But i still prefer to drive there myself.
Unfortunately mum dont let.
Haiz.Now back home for lunch.
Today damn it boring.
No customer at all.
Sian ah!!!

Training

2009-03-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

Went to Footmaster on Friday.
Obviously it's just for training.
Met the supervisor(Verny) and some staffs (Baby,Hanna,JingYee, Hui and Michelle)
The others went for road show.
Then we did the house keeping stuffs.
It's easy.Just need to wipe some sofas and vacuum the floor.
Anyhow la. LOL
Next, Verny taught me how to do foot scrubbing.
Simply scrub ..haha
The worst thing is that we need to memorize the uses of the products sold there.
So as the price.And we need to explain all that to the customers.
Real tough for me.But the other staffs offered to help =D
Dragged lots of customer.
Before that. Lets talk bout the salary.Basic 1000 commission 5%.
But working hours is 10 am till 10.30 pm. ZZzz
Hanna showed me her salary for the previous month. 1700 sia.
So i tried my best to drag more customers.
The commission i got for friday and saturday will be around 30-40 bucks.
The business there is not bad.Around 2k of profits daily.
But too bad i have to resign.
Cos of transportation problem and mum say its not worth it.
Getting my salary on tuesday. $.$
Back to my slacking life.

Spm Results And College

2009-02-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

There's a bad news.
Spm results gonna be released on the 12th of March.
Which means 2 more weeks from today.Kinda nervous tho.
Wonder if i can get straight a's.Not really confident in some subjects.
But i need a good result in order to obtain scholarship to further my studies.
Don't want to burden my family.I'm a good child =D
As the Spm results are coming out soon.
Most of us are deciding which college and course to take.
It's making me headache to decide whether i should take.
Business marketing or Business finance?
Asked my parents about it and they said up to me.
I don't really know what field am i going to.
Need to seek for consultant's advise.Or maybe senior's.
By the way, a lot commented at my decision to study business.
The said i will have a brighter future if i study engineering.
And it's stupid for me to let go engineering and take business.
Well i have to make things clear.Actually study what course is the same.
It depends on your will to success.And how hardworking you are.
About the salary part.It's just about the same.
Honestly speaking nowadays I'm kinda lazy to study.
And Engineering is for sure gonna take my life away.
So i decided to take a rather easier to study subject which is business.
As for the fees, if i din get the scholarship.
Definitely I'm not going to study engineering as my family is not that rich.
And if my parents can support me, my brothers wont get the chance to further their studies.
I'm not a selfish person anyway =D
So lets not ask me why i change my field.hehe
And I'm going to do my business studies at Inti College.
Going for may intake.Hopefully it will be fun.
WanMin will be there too.So as Kevin i think.
Bryan joining me next year.Hopefully he can make it.haha

Work

2009-02-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

As i mentioned earlier on.I'm going to work with Ziyi.
And guess wad.It turned out to be fun.Tiring for sure.
The job is kinda easy except loading and unloading the stuffs.
Made cendols for customers.Wonder how it taste like.
My first time making cendols.lol
After the cendol finished,got nothing else to do.
Sat down and chatted.The supervisor was friendly.And lazy.haha.
But i might be quitting soon.
Going to Footmassage at Aeon on this friday for training.
The work there is rather easy.And the supervisor there is damn pretty.haha
Time to earn some money.My wallet left few bucks.
Not gonna take from mummy anymore.Dowan it to be a habit.
If i got the work, means less hang out with frens.Sry guys.
Anyway hopefully the training worked out.Need money desperately.LOL

Interviews makes me headache

2009-02-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

I had been rotting at home for the past few months.
Had yet to further my studies.
Still waiting for my results.
By the way, i changed my mind.
Im going to study business.
More into finance.
I found out that business suits me more and its easier compared to engineering.
Ok. Back to the topic.
All these while i didnt look for any job.
And at the same time, i keep spending money.
Recently being nagged by my mom due to my attitude.
Sit at home and din help much.
So i made up my mind and went to look for jobs.
Went to Aeon several times for interviews but none of them success.
And the best thing happened when i went to NJ for breakfast with Km Je and Jiayi.
It pasted there VACANCY.
So i asked the boss that is he looking for workers.
Then he replied
"You got any experience in working?"
After answering several questions, he said this
"To be honest to you, recently the economy is very bad and very less customers here. And i even think of cutting down workers."
ZZzzz
But everything changed today.
I finally found a job!!
Catering At Nyonya Kitchen.
Recommended by Ziyi.
Only works when there is function going on.
And this saturday im going to a function with Ziyi.
Hopefully it will be fun. =D

Untitled

2009-02-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

First of all, sorry for leaving my blog deserted.
Not in the right mood and kinda busy lately.
During these few weeks damn lots of things happened.
Some even out of my expectation.
Especially my beloved granny left us on the first day CNY itself.

26th January

I wont ever forget this year's CNY as it was like the longest and saddest day in my life.
As usual for the 1st day of CNY(morning) my family and i will go over to my grandpa's place.
All of my relatives gathered there.
I had a big family instead.
Got around 30 over cousins(just my mother's side)
It was like so fun there.
Receiving angpow.
Greeting one another.
Chit-chatting.
After that around 10 something we headed over to my Yi po's(Granny's sis) house at Klang Utama.
Leaving behind my Grandpa and Granny at home.
*I know we shouldn't left them, our fault.
The chit-chatting session continued there.
Few minutes later received an emergency call from Grandpa.
Saying Granny is sick and need to admit to hospital urgently.
All my uncles including my father was rushing like hell to grandpa's house.
It took us more than 5 mins to get there.
When we reached there, one of my uncle had sent her to Sri Kota.
When we got there, the doctor told us this
"When she reached here she was no longer breathing and now she is in critical condition"
I was like WTF?!?
We asked for transfer as Sri kota dont have neurologist.
Called Sunway Medical Centre and Subang Medical Centre.
And the answer they gave us was
"Her condition is too bad and the percentage of recovery is almost 0.
I don't think we will take her."
ZZZ that was the suckiest answer i ever heard of.
They had yet to try to save her yet they said her percetage of recovery is almost 0.
We have no choice to send her to KL Goverment Hospital.
Grandpa and I followed the Ambulance there.
Dont ever sit in an Ambulance.
The way they drive was like.
I'M THE KING OF THE ROAD.zz
After being examinated by the doctors there.
They said it's too late.
Everyone of us burst into tears and hoped that miracle could happen.
But maybe we're not tat lucky.
My granny left us at 8.15p.m. 26.01.2009

On the 27th till 30th, we was planning for my granny's funeral.
Cancelled all my CNY plans.

On the 31st till Febuary 5th was my granny's funeral.
My Granny was buried at Fairy Park Klang.

Although she had left us but she'll always be in our heart.
But i felt uneasy whenever i went to Grandpa's hse.
Without my Granny there, it was like so dull.
Less one ppl to chat with.
Less one ppl to love.
Less one ppl to care of.
We wasnt expecting her to leave us that early.
She doesnt deserve all this as she was the kindest Granny of mine.
However i still hab to accept the fact that she's gone.
Now im worrying about my Grandpa.

Appreciate those in front of you
Especially your parents
Obey their instructions
And never let them down
Regrets later is rather meaningless
Be loyal to those who helped you

<3 Happy Birthday Mummy <3

2009-01-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

Mum's cakey =D

My Dad and Mum ^^

My Family Without Me LOL
Now Without Kfoo -.-"

ROFLMAO Guess Whose hand?? xD DAD's!!

Hehe.Happy Burfday Mummy =P
Went to Kuala Selangor to celebrate mummy's bday with grandparents and aunt
Went to eat seafoods =)
The foods was so damn nice and unbelievably cheap. lol
Ate a lot and hab to go for jogging tmr
Or else i cant fit in my shirts d.Haha
4 more days to CNY
Cant wait for it d
Any plans going on during cny dun forget to ask me along
Might not be going anywhere
Gtg now
Buhbyes

I Passed My Undang Test xD

2009-01-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Wheee 8D Damn happy sia.Din fail my undang test.Went to sit for the test today.And im got nervous when the woman called my name and its my turn to sit for the test.I dont really read anything.Just look thru only.When i was doing i find it quite easy.So i finished it in around 16 mins.When i was asked to click to see wad i got for my test, my heart was beating dammit fast.And Yes!! 42!! Just nice enuf to pass the exam.Haha.Now going for my P license.I need it desperately Haha =D

Post Graduate Education Fair

2009-01-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

First of all i wanna say that i am damn dumb.Dont really know wad post graduate means.Lol.Go all the way to midvalley for nothing.Post graduate are those who finished their degrees and planning to do master degree or maybe phd.We are UNDER GRADUATE.but then we still registered and went in to hab a look.So lucky that there were some booths that provides us with some informations.Other than the education fair, there was another event held there.Its called the jobstreet.Me and Mona went over to hab a look.Manage to get some info bout what the company really looking for in engineering and the salary.After that we went to Sungei Wang to shop.Grabbed a t-shirt =D now left pants to buy only.And finally by 9pm i reached home.

I'm Back =)

2009-01-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Finally i got the time to update my blog..been busying baking cny cookies for sale..loads of orders and till now still haven get to clear all..still owe ppl around 200 over cans of cookies..gonna be busy till 22nd i think..just bought some clothes..gonna go grab some soon =D there is jus 1 word to described my life nowadays which is TIRED!! everyday hab to wake up around 5 something in the morning for work and the worst thing is my work end at 8 or 9 at night..14 hours sia..and its not as easy and nice as u all thought..hab to stand there and keep bake the cookies..my legs de muscles growing ad :) but i getting fatter and fatter..bcos i used up a lot of energy so in order to get back the energy..i keep eat..lols btw i'm getting sicked of those hawker stall foods especially chicken rice,roti canai and nasi lemak..eat till i wan vomit..every meals aso take away..sianz.. waiting for maye to cook for me :)hehe.. i learned a lot from my family business especially on the way to confront ridiculous customers..met 2 of them..one of them is an auntie..she ordered 80++ cans of pineapple tarts and she said she wan it on 19th/20th..but then on the 13th she called and said she wan all of the cookies to be at her hse on the 15th..i was like "WAT THE HELL??" den nvm..manage to prepare all those cookies for her..at the night where my dad went to deliver the cookies to her hse..she called and speaked to me in a very rude way..auntie : where is the cookies that i ordered?? *she didnt even say a "hi" or "harlo" and the tone is dammit loud.. me: Err..can i know who are you?? Auntie: im Mah Yi *not maye =x.. Me: My dad had went out to ur hse and he probably on the way to ur hse.. *den she hanged up without replying me.. Damn stupid ryte?? then another 1 even worst..an uncle..we told him tat we dun hab any stocks anymore and then he threatened us that if we din give him the stocks.. he wont pay for the cookies that he took earlier on..which cos around 2.5k.. swt!! wad kind of ppl are they??damn selfish..just now my neighbour came and told my mum that someone sold our pineapple tarts for rm40 a can!! rm 40 sia..we sell rm 18 per can nia..and they earned rm22 per can??OMG!! next year im going to sell ad.. can u imagine if i sold out 10 cans i earned rm220..50 cans rm1100..my frens de 1 month salary sia..sumore dunid stand for long hours..ZZzz tmr going to postgraduate's education fair at midvalley with frens..long time din hang out with them ad..cant wait till tmr =D can skip work aso hehe.. that's all for today.. will update more frequently..buhbyes

What happened??

2009-01-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

6^th January

First of all happy birthday Ryan =D

Today woke up early in the morning

Went to school with my brother

Helping him to transfer class

He wanted to go into pure science

But then teacher put him into science account

Met ah lee and the rest at mamak

Kinda long din see them ad

Chit-chat with them

When I entered the school saw pn.ngai

She’s surprised to see me with my hair dyed

She asked me not to hang out around

So I went to the office

Saw yi zheng with his brother

He asked me to help him talk to pn. Alijah and pn. Sia

Pn. Sia was ok but then Pn. Alijah

So sweat

She is like so different from before

The way she talks is like so arrogant

Really got me shocked

Maybe what Nicole said is right

Our school’s systems getting worst

Especially with such arrogant teacher around

Although our school is now so popular with the drastically increase in pmr achievers percentage

Teacher also shouldn’t act so

When I was waiting in the office for my certificates

An uncle asked her whether she can change his son’s class to an accounting class

And she answered the uncle this

“I can’t because your son’s results are not qualified and if you dun like here you can just transfer your son to another school”

Then came in a girl who wanted to transfer school

She asked why

And the girl told her she don’t like this school

She was like

“Apa suka tak suka.. kalau tak suka pindah sekolah lain..sekarang kamu masuk ke dalam kelas duduk dulu..”

I really got shocked by the way she confront with parents and students

She jus wont missed the every opportunity to use the phrase “transfer to another school”

Then my turn to see her

I told her the reason why I’m there

And she said the science classes are full

And my brother only can get into pure science classes if there is a student from science classes transferred to technique schools

ZZZzzz better dun argue with her

So I just walked off

Btw I saw Pn. Rethinam and I tell u what

I dun like her man

She looked at me from up to down and gave me that look

And she said

“What happened to you?? You’re from berlian class..”

Most probably she’s talking about my hair

I didn’t answer her

Gave her a fake smile and walked off

In my mind I was thinking

Did I do anything wrong?

Is dying my hair wrong?

If yes why don’t you call the police?

LOL

I know I had spoiled the so called “image of the berlian students”

But it is my wish right?

P/S: this is what i thought..dun have other meanings..not insulting anyone